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2009-09-08T23:17:00.001+08:00

NEW BLOG . I'll pass it to you guys through your links (:

2009-09-05T00:25:00.002+08:00

Hi hi , alohaa , yuuuhuu . Right , i know thats a stupid way to start an entry . But who cares . Basically its 1239am , 5 September 2009 . And i've just arrived back home at 1130pm , 4 September 2009 . Where did i went ? Well .. time to recap .

Woke up for sahur , ate , bathed , went back to sleep . At 600am , woke up , freshen up and got ready for school . And its like , i've not been attending school for the whole week except Friday . Gerek or what ? Hahah , NO . So i went to school just for the sake of meeting my classmates and enjoy talking to them before N level's next Monday ; To know about N'level preparation AND MY CLASS T-SHIRT . Which sadly , Mrs Soon told us that the seller was supposed to send the t-shirts on Thursday . But the seller was busy so , he had to postponed it on Friday , at 2pm . Wah damn i was very dissapointed . I seriously wanted the tee . So after school , quickly went home straight and bathed . Then slept until 5 . Sis woked me up , then i got ready and off we went out to town . Wont elaborate about what i've done at town and everything . Just that its been such a long time i went out with my sister , alone . So its kinda fun with her around , going into shops and try on this and that . She gave me a few bucks for following her (:

WARNING : Dont say i didnt warn you !

Im gonna be haitus for a VERY LONG TIME . Due to N LEVEL'S and something (bestie knows!) . So if im not online , or updating my blog , I'VE WARNED YOU ! Im not gonna be touching my laptop and go online . Trust me this is real . And just keep the tagboard alive . The tagboard might be checked la . Haha . TOODLES !

2009-09-01T23:23:00.005+08:00

Okay , sorry but this is going to be a short post , cause number one ; im tired . And number two ; i've got a blocked nose and its irritating . And lastly number three ; boyfriend ask me to sleep early ! So yeah , this is what i can update . Haha .

I met baby today (: It wasnt turned out as planned but i did enjoy my day with him . It was a blast . Thanks to the rain today , we were wet but we couldnt care less . Hahah . And i was freaking cold in the bus and thanked god baby was there to warm me up . We were supposed to catch " The Proposal " at the cinemas but due to the rain , everything was cancelled . But it was fine with me . We walked around Vivo , talked about this and that , enter some stores , he bought a yoyo for my bro and headed to KFC to break our fast . After that , headed to the rooftop to get some fresh air . Talked about our bad experience and everything . Dammit it was cold , but thanked god baby cuddled up with me to keep me warm . Around 8.45pm , we headed back home . He send me under my block . Said our goodbyes and there i went home . im starting to miss baby already ):

and then ? mum called him to know him better *blushes* .

HERE ARE SOME PICTURES ! wakakaka .

p.s : thank you soooo much baby for these things . i didnt wanted you to buy me these things at all . but you ask me to keep it so , i'll keep it . I LOVE YOU BABY !

2009-08-30T01:19:00.004+08:00

BUKA WITH MATEY'S AT GEYLANG (29 Aug) !

As mentioned above , hell yeah its fun and awesome ! Candid photo taking , photo taking , talk crapping , crazy behavior plus awesome PEOPLE ! Hahah . But sadly , ramai tak puase . Tak gune ah korang . Hahah , chill .

Wont elaborate lah . Im lazy and im tired . All i can say is I LOVE IT ! To view pictures , either go to my facebook , or go to http://captured-memoriesbyhelena.blogspot.com/ . Thats my blog for pictures ! (:

p.s : i miss baby very much . come back to singapore soon please ? i need to hear your voice before i go to bed . i miss the way you make me laugh . i love you !

2009-08-28T14:40:00.003+08:00

p.s : i hate to upload pictures at blogger . It turns out ugly . Urgh .

I overslept today , and thanked god baby called me ! If he didnt , i think i would be going to school later than before , which i dont want to happen . Hahah . Thanks baby . School was boring as pernormal . And yay , im going out with my classmates to Geylang to break our fast tomorrow ! (:

I've got back my maths paper , and yes i am not pleased with my results . Yes i know i dont score well for my maths , but hey im trying to improve . I'll try my best not to get F9 for N'levels alright ? After school , headed to Lot One with bestie . Its been such a long time us girls hang out after school . Haha . Firstly headed to Sasa to do something (bestie knows!) . Then we walked around Bata and Mondo . Something caught bestie's eye . And she's soo gonna grab it soon . Hahah . After that , headed to the library to borrow some books . I helped bestie find some story books which i like . And she took it . Hahah , and sadly i cant find mine . But i managed to grab two books tho . Around 2 pm , went out from the library and headed home . I've yet to bathe and baby's calling me at 3.15 ! Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! (:

GOTTA GO , GOTTA FLOW ! :P
i love you baby (:

2009-08-27T18:15:00.007+08:00

You're the best i ever had .

Love is like a candle ,That flickers oh so bright .

Love is a deep longing , In the middle of the night .

Love is like a sunrise , Brightening a new day .

Love is an adventure ,That takes your breath away .

Hello readers ! Today was a complete boring day for me . In the morning , i was late . Uncle was pretty early . Had to tie my shoes quickly which was in a mess and rushed down . Once in the vehicle , re-arranged my hair , my skirt and my shoe . Got to school , went to the ladies and do things that girls do . Hahah .

I'll skip the part for morning assembly , and lessons . I was glad Faris bestfriend came , like finally after 3 days . Marlia didnt came , due to her sickness . GET WELL SOON HONEY ! And guess what ? During Science lesson , Mr Lim wrote down the top ten MOST improved students and i was one of them ! (: Three cheers for me , yay ! Assembly was okay . There was a skit about KPO-ness . It was hillarious . After school , bought burgers for buka and went back home . Sadly , i walked in the rain on my way home . So yeah , i was wet , but not soaking wet though . At six , went out and took brother home .

Im supposed to meet boyfriend today to watch soccer match together with his sister and her boyfriend . But due to time constrain , i didnt managed to go . We'll meet some other time okay boyfriend ? I miss you ! :(

P.S : My mum knows about you already . Hahah . And thank you so much for that long message you sent me at 1.32 am in the morning just now . I cried reading that . Your words touched me . I love you (:

2009-08-26T20:53:00.003+08:00

So many things to do , so little time !

I've got lots to do these days . Study , housework , study , and more ! If you see something changed around here then ; GOOD ! Hahah . I'll try to update as much as possible . Takecare readers , keep the tagboard alive ! Thanks :D

I miss you . Have fun during your takraw training love (:

2009-08-24T22:47:00.003+08:00

Just pictures of Night Study :D

i just hate the quality , idk why . maybe its beacause blogger cant stand the great quality of the picture ? hmph . haha . night readers ! (:

should i go for someone who likes me , or someone i like ? :/

2009-08-23T23:41:00.002+08:00

I'm just gonna update something . Some of what my friends msn-ed me , and it made my heart feel so happy and calm . This is what they've send me .

Aly says :

& not to forget go for someone who likes you, not go for someone you like! ((:

Haqym www.myspace.com/haqymsupaboy said:

most importantly go for someone who likes you for who you are not what you are....

Ekyn Raihanah(: says:

Dear zy , thanks for being there for me . I know , Im hard at times uh . But i really appreciate what god has given me , bestie . He gave me a goodfriend like you . i love you (:

I love you guys so much . Thank you for being in a part of my life . You're the little pieces of my heart . Without you guys , im shattered .

I LOVE YOU . XOXO

2009-08-23T06:24:00.004+08:00

MORNING .
Hello readers . Eversince i woke up for Sahur , i find it hard to go back to sleep . So since 4 im awake and im here , bloghopping , youtube-ing , chatting on msn with my old friend , Arep from somewhere only we know . No you guys dont really know him , he's 19 now . Haha . its been a while ! I've lost contact with you for 2 years now :/

16(plus today) more days to N LEVEL ! SHIT ! Oh well , i think im sleeping soon . I still cant sleep tho :/ We'll , i'll try !

2009-08-21T20:06:00.003+08:00

SKYPE OH SKYPE !

Hi hi . Its been sucha long time i've update this . We'll here it goes cause im currently free . Hahah .

Had prelims over these past 2 weeks . I can say that im NOT pleased with the Maths paper . I just hate Mr Albert Chia . I was really looking forward to simultaneous equations and find the volume and all , and what came out was the opposite . Nothing of it at all . Fcuk . Got home , bathed , went to lot one with bro and met mum there . Walked around and ate at McDonalds and went back home . That was then i downloaded Skype and got hooked on it . LOL . Thanks Ding Jie ( primary school mate) ! We called each other through Skype and talked about primary school life . Then i spread Skype to my friends and there you go . Shah and Emily downloaded the software too . Shah called me for awhile , that newbie . Lol .

Then Emily chatted with me through Skype . After Mahgrib , we video called each other and talk crap and everything . She's still online now . And i think im sleeping at 12 later . TRAA ~

P.S : I miss bestie , Em , Khairi bestf and my BASE-RS ! :(

Selamat Berpuasa to all the muslims !

2009-08-17T08:30:00.001+08:00

TAG REPLIES ! (:

Bestie : Heh , sorry la . Tangan dah mcm bomb . Nak buat ape kan . Huhu .
Eddy : Thankies , RAWRR ! Lol .
Emilyy : Hahha , yessie . AND YES , IM A MONTSAHHH !
Syidah : Thankies ! Cya ard (:
Ahyeen : Hahah , belo !
'mynameiskhairi!: Hahahah , redzbullz !! WEEEWWWIT !

2009-08-16T22:38:00.001+08:00

If you're intrested to read this then , go ahead ! (: *WARNING* : LONG POST !
its just a funny conversation i had with Khairi , my online bestfriend :D

TRAGEDI REDBULL ; REDZBULLZ TRAGEDY

Cast : Nadzirah as Nadzirah
Khairi as Khairi
Nadzirah's mum as Cik / Umi (haha !)

Helena ; says:
HAHHAA LOL
what time sleeping today ?

'mynameiskhairi! says:
maybe arnd 12
haha you?

Helena ; says:
woaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
tak tau
mcm nak minum redbull
besok orang gile

'mynameiskhairi! says:
hahah!
wahh iwant siaa~

Helena ; says:
nak ape?
redbull ?

'mynameiskhairi! says:
yeah!~

Helena ; says:
COME OVER !
hahaha

'mynameiskhairi! says:
evrytym whn ppl talk abt redbull
ill be craving for it

Helena ; says:
:D
come over come
hahaha

'mynameiskhairi! says:
hahah!
213 rite?

Helena ; says:
hahahhahaha omg
lol

'mynameiskhairi! says:
kan?
hahah

Helena ; says:
hahah yea

'mynameiskhairi! says:
*dingdong
assalamualaikomm~

Helena ; says:
waalaikumsalam . sape ni datang malam malam bute ni ? *mum opens the door

'mynameiskhairi! says:
bukan aperr~.tadi nadzirah kater dhe i ajak saye gi minom

Helena ; says:
MINOM APE NI ?
nak kena debik dengan makcik ? minom apa khairi ?

'mynameiskhairi! says:
astaghfirlahhhalazimm~.minom redbull lah cik~
cik niee,pikerkan bukan2 je
hahah

Helena ; says:
eh , abeh khairi cakap minom je . ofcourse lah makcik terpranjat

'mynameiskhairi! says:
ohh,a'ahlahh.sorry eh cik
hmm mana nadzirah cik?

Helena ; says:
eh apa ni cik cik , panggil umi la
tak suke orang panggil cik
nadzirah eh .
jap .

'mynameiskhairi! says:
*in mind.mcm2 lah mkcik nie

Helena ; says:
*shouts* NADZIRAAAAAAAAH KHAIRI DATANG NI NAK MINOM REDBULL !

'mynameiskhairi! says:
hmm yerr

Helena ; says:
ah hello khairi , masok laa . ape je umi ni , tak kasi masok

'mynameiskhairi! says:
*khairi masok.wahh besar jgak eh rumah kao nie!?

Helena ; says:
HAHHAHAHAHAH , BIASO LA !

'mynameiskhairi! says:
in mind *hek'eleh,kembang pulak dek nie

'mynameiskhairi! says:
btol2~ besar gilerr~

Helena ; says:
hm , ah yelah . wait , lemme grab redbull .
buat lah mcm rumah sendiri

'mynameiskhairi! says:
*khairi lalu pergi bermain dengan laptop kepunyaan nadzirah
hahah
kater cerite kt suria
ape ah

Helena ; says:
OH

'mynameiskhairi! says:
hahahha

Helena ; says:
hahah kkk set
skrg tengah commerical
haha

'mynameiskhairi! says:
hahah!
*sheng shiong~segala untok kamuu~*
hahahah!!

Helena ; says:
HAHAHAH
wait , crite name ape ?
hahahha

'mynameiskhairi! says:
tragedi redbull
haha!!

Helena ; says:
hahhahah
kk
Hai , nama saya Nadzirah , saksikan Tragedi Rebull !
hahahhaah

'mynameiskhairi! says:
rebull
hahaha

Helena ; says:
eh wth
redbull
hahahha

'mynameiskhairi! says:
hahah

Helena ; says:
okay show dah start khairi !
haha

'mynameiskhairi! says:
hahah
kk
khairi pon sedang syiok bermain dengn laptop itu
TIBA-TIBA.*DENG !!! *
nadzirah membahagi dia minoman redbull itu

Helena ; says:
HHAHAHA

'mynameiskhairi! says:
hahha!!

Helena ; says:
amacam khairi , soudap ?!

'mynameiskhairi! says:
sooudap nyerr
kt mane nie beli?

Helena ; says:
ni nadzirah beli import nye
dari aussie
amacammm

'mynameiskhairi! says:
ingatkan thailand?

Helena ; says:
isssh
aku , thailand ?
takde chance laa

'mynameiskhairi! says:
thailand punya lahh lagi sdp
nie okok lahh

Helena ; says:
hmph *ketok khairi's kepale

'mynameiskhairi! says:
*dush.adoii!
*kepale khairi berdarah

Helena ; says:
omg khairi !
im so sorry . jap jap saya amik ice okay
sabar

'mynameiskhairi! says:
*khairi is bleeding profusely

Helena ; says:
*wipes the blood off*

'mynameiskhairi! says:
*bits of brain started to come out

Helena ; says:
woaaa , khairi jom pegi hospital !

'mynameiskhairi! says:
*nadzirah dunno what to do
kk jom kiter pegi jom!

Helena ; says:
(brain bole keluar , woa .. hahahhaha)

'mynameiskhairi! says:
omg im laughing hard
hahah!

Helena ; says:
hahahha me too !

'mynameiskhairi! says:
kk jom jom!
la la la la laaa

Helena ; says:
im gonna post this conversation up ah at blog
*once at hospital ..

'mynameiskhairi! says:
hahah
redbull tragedy uh

Helena ; says:
DOCTORRR ! WHERE ARE YOU ?
hahah

'mynameiskhairi! says:
eh blom smpai
kt dlm teksi

Helena ; says:
haha blom ?
lol

'mynameiskhairi! says:
clinic jauh

Helena ; says:
hahahahhahah

'mynameiskhairi! says:
teksi driver says: asl nak ngan kepale dhe?!

Helena ; says:
jangan tanya
DRIVE !

'mynameiskhairi! says:
nadzirah says:tkder otak kwn saye nie terklua~
driver terpranjat!
BOSH!
langga pokok

Helena ; says:
masyallah !
kasihan mereka semua

'mynameiskhairi! says:
inalillah~
dan itulahh certanya tentang 'tragedi redzbullz'
1st and last episode

Helena ; says:
redzbullz

2009-08-14T22:46:00.004+08:00

There's no me without you .

So the previous post was updated by Syukri yesterday . Thank you , boy . I didnt attend school today . Got up at 8.30 , bathed , dressed and headed to the docs .

I had to wait for 2 f hours just to wait for my turn to visit the doctor . And im glad it was Dr. Helena who was on duty today . And i told her about my sowllen hand . When i showed it to her , my hands were very shaky . And she thought i was having this sickness starts with T . So she checked my heartbeat and thanked god it was nothing . I was okay . She even said if this is still happening , she might get some blood test . WHEW . Got back home , ate a little , watch some teevee . Then i played sims 3 for 3 hours . Ha ha . Then went online and chatted and chatted and chatted . When mum came home , she told me she bought fried chicken . So i ate that fried chicken with mum's fried rice . And now im here , stuck ; lost ; tired ; and i just realise that ,

I MISS THIS PARTICULAR PERSON VERY VERY MUCH .

VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY MUCH .

I MISS YOU :(

(bestie knows , right ? haha)

Not to worry to the others , i miss you guys too . Let me list down some ;

Bestie , Emily , Khairi , Reefdee , Marlia , Faris , Rahim , Eddy , Syidah , Diah , My lovely primary school bestfriend , Ain and a whole lot more .

Pray to god that my hand will be back to normal please :(

2009-08-13T10:12:00.002+08:00

Elo. my name is Syukri. On behalf of nadzirah helena, I was to force type for her and i'm totally gone case ,don know what to type now.. *singing* somebody call 911 ,shawty fire burning on the dancefloor oohhhh . Sorry, back to reality. sorry, she sprain her right hand and ask me to update her blog. very pity , i wish helena for the best with her hand. GET WELL SOON!

Oh, she wont be updating much until her hand is back to normal. And she also thinks that she couldnt move her whole right arm and wrist. Booohoo. So long, goodbye.

GET WELL SOON HELENA !

2009-08-09T01:45:00.005+08:00

WARNING : Picture updates ; Let the pictures do the talking :D

TWO DAYS ; ONE WORD : AWESOME !

VIVO WITH EMILY DORRK , THE GIRLFRIEND , THE COUSIN .

6 AUGUST 2009 .

RENTAK SINGAPURA 2009 ! 7 AUGUST 2009 , REPUBLIC POLY .

P.S : Didi shooke hands with me :D and i finally met Diah after a year or so . I MISS YOU GIRL ! Hope that we can hang out after O/N levels yea ?! Love you :D

2009-08-06T22:48:00.007+08:00

SHORT UPDATE !

Since SOMEBODY wants me to update so much , here are some of the things i've been doing for the past few days .
- Night Studies .
- Loads of revision .
- Finish off my coursework .

And here are some of the photos ! Haha , i never missed out for photos . I dont know why the hell is the quality like shit . tsk . oh well .

I've not yet upload the class photo from my camera . I'll upload it soon on Facebook alrightey ? Im meeting my Singaporean girlfriend tomorrow . Will update about it , maybe :D

p.s : my aussie boy name is : Kyle Sheckler :D

2009-08-02T21:00:00.005+08:00

As you can see from my picture above ; Yes , these past weekend i've been over to my dad's side . On Saturday , headed to Commonwealth to read prayers for my late Grandmere and Grandad .

Didnt do much tho . Took lotsa pictures (the picture above) . And then talked about random stuff . Hahah . At around ten or eleven , headed back home . Woke up at 6 then and headed to bathe . Wore my baju kurung and tudung (cheeyba) . Then at seven , went out from the house and took everyone else from my dad's side . At around eight , we reached at the Cemetery . Read a prayer for grandmere and grandad then headed to my mum's dad's grave . Once we came there , we read our prayers , scatter the orchids and roses and pour the rose water to his grave . I watched my mum cried . Sigh . I did tear too . I miss him . Didnt managed to visit my late cousin's (abang) grave . If i could , i would .

Headed to Aliff to grab our breakfast . While waiting for the rest to finish eating , mum talked to me and Em about the future and stuff . Then came along Em's mother and i asked " Can i sleepover your house after my N's ? " She said yes . WOOOO ! And i cant cant cant wait . Heading to Sentosa after school tomorrow . Hoho ! Then if im not tired , i'll go back to school for Night Studies . Urghh . Nights ! I miss Emily ! I miss Ekyn and Naddy and Nurul and Annisa ! I miss Iskandar ! I miss Khairi bestfriend !

p.s : dont mind me at facebook , Em's plan for IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH . =.=
I wont be blogging much , TIME TO STUDY .

and oh , get well soon Iskandar ):

2009-08-01T00:15:00.005+08:00

WHOA , WAIT , ITS SATURDAY ?!

( I know im chubby, ok ? Hahah , just a random picture . Im fugging bored ! )

Oh well , its 12.35 am , Saturday . I'm still awake , i can't sleep . And actually im not supposed to be on here anyways . Im supposed to be in my bed , sleeping soundly . Well , i've secretly brought in my lappy in my bedroom while both of my parents were busy concentrating watching the television . Hahah , i may be a good girl , but i do have a bad side too okay ? :P

Hm , i've got to attend kenduri for my late grandpa and grandmere later . Will be staying there until night maybe ? We'll see about that . Hah , thank god Em's gonna be there . Gonna snap some photos . Sigh , this just came out straight from my blank mind , ARE YOU PREPARED FOR PRELIMS AND N' LEVELS ? And the answer would be , I'm 60% prepared . Im gonna study hard during these Night Studies and gain that 40% ! :D

And maybe on Monday , some of my classmates and I are heading to Sentosa to snap some photos to make it a memory for Graduation . We were supposed to make a video regarding our class for Graduation . Hillary , Vannessa and I chatted with Mrs Soon just now and she said that maybe this year there might be no students who will do a speech . What kind of graduation is that if there's no speech ? Dont tell me we have to hear Madam's super duper duper duper duper long speech which makes us take turns to go to the toilet and stay there for a few mintues or sleep ! Hahah . Hakim thought of doing the speech but , Mrs Soon said there's no speech this year . Boring ..

Just a few more months and we're all going to be seperated . Sigh . 4T1 will always be in my heart and soul . I love you guys no matter how rude , irritating , nonsence , freaky , idiotic , crazy , funny you guys can be . I love you classmates ! *and i really mean it .

2009-07-31T15:04:00.002+08:00

HERE COMES THE WEEKEND ! (:

I've got so many things to tell you ! But sadly , im fucking lazy and i'll just write it down in point notes okay ? Haha .

Im done with my EBS Coursework , YIPPE !
NotAnotherFake won 2nd in Battle of The Bands . (pictures in Facebook)
PRELIM'S IS LIKE IN ONE WEEK TIME !
Night studies will start on Monday onwards .

I've got nothing else in mind already . And i miss my primary school friends ! *this is random* Currently chatting with Ain , my bestfriend since primary school , woooo . Talking to her makes me wonder back about our primary school years . Hahah . And omg , we were such nerds then , we're hotter now ! Hahah ! I'll just post one picture up okay ?

Laugh all you want ! HAHAHAHA !

2009-07-29T21:23:00.002+08:00

GREENRIDGEANS , DO COME DOWN AND SUPPORT NOTANOTHEFAKE IN BATTLE OF THE BANDS TOMORROW ! :D

VENUE : HALL (if im not wrong)

TIME : 3/4 maybe .

BE THERE ! :P

2009-07-27T08:46:00.002+08:00

Sorry for what i've said on the phone

in the late morning just now .

FORGIVE ME , PLEASE .

why do i suck in all these? :(

2009-07-26T01:17:00.003+08:00

GOOD GUYS GO BAD . hahahaha .

Uno , dos , tres . Hahah , im practicing Spanish here . Lol . Currently its 1.21 am and im still alive . Im listening to 98.7fm , chatting with Kniz and Iskandar . They're sleeping late today , so yay . I've got some companion . I've just said bye to Emilyy who was TIRED already . I hope you had a good sleep hor .

Well , talking to Nizar about Battle Of the Bands makes me wanna jump and scream ! Hahah . I just cant wait to perform . I dont mind if we dont win , as long as we had fun and overcome our stage fright . Its been such a long time i didnt stand on the stage . Haha . We're gonna practice for the last time before Thursday . And this year , they will also judge us by our apperance . Woa shit betol . Hahah . Wish us luck yeah people ? (:

So yesterday , woke up at 7am without knowing why . Stayed in bed until 8.45am then headed for the showers . Then went online and chatted with Eddy . Then something pop-ed up in my mind . I decided to make a Graduation video for 4T1(year 2009) ! :D So i did that , while Eddy was making some beats which i'll be getting them later if he's done with it . Hah . Then at 5 , headed to Lot One and went to the library . Borrowed some Spanish language books (i know, semangat kan girls? haha) . AND THE radio's killing me . Loads of awesome songs today . Hahah .

Emilyy said that i looked like an aussie/indonesian emo boy in this picture . HAHA ! Dont believe ? Check this out .

('.') Emilyy Dorky says:
YOU LOOK LIKE A BOY IN UR DP !!!
BE MY BOYFRIEND
HAHAHAHA
MCM PAHAM
('.') Hell , Helena ! says:
ahahaha hot kan
('.') Emilyy Dorky says:
emo, innocent boy.
('.') Hell , Helena ! says:
haha :D
ni asian nye
tapi skit mcm aussie or amercian ?
or uk ?
('.') Emilyy Dorky says:
mcm emo indonesian version siaa.
haha
AUSSIE
('.') Hell , Helena ! says:
hahaha indon sia kene
EMO AUSSIE BOY!
('.') Emilyy Dorky says:
serious, indon nyer emo version.
('.') Hell , Helena ! says:
hahahaha
('.') Emilyy Dorky says:
hahaha
LOL
SERIOUS, INDON HABIS
('.') Hell , Helena ! says:
cause still got muke melayu
('.') Emilyy Dorky says:
duh.
kadang2 can be aussie dude.

Okay , i think i'll stop here and continue chatting with Iskandar :D

2009-07-24T19:55:00.002+08:00

LAST YEAR .

When Eddy wrote this in his p.m , i felt really down . And yeah , i cant believe its gonna end soon . I'm gonna miss hanging out with my girlfies , my classmates , taking video's of Faris or taking random video's in classes , or school . Sigh , im gonna miss everything , but i really wanna get secondary life over and done with .

So basically , had Malay N level oral after school . With all my heart , i thought the examiners are f strict , but thank god no ! They were like , " bagus sekali . " after i end my conversation . I was blushing , ha ha . Then headed out from school to meet the girlfies and zoom-ed home .

I CANT WAIT FOR 30TH JULY ! AHH .

SUPPORT NOTANOTHERFAKE ! :P

2009-07-23T21:11:00.004+08:00

RIDICULOUS !
(Mr Ho's favourite word of the day.)

I <3>

Today is really a tiring day for me . Didnt manage to pay attention during class . I looked like a freaking panda , thanks to the black marks below my eyes . I need to get rid of it a.s.a.p . Today's lifeskills was held in the hall with the other sec fours and fives . Okay , lets skip to the part after school .

Accompanied Nurul to BP to buy her brush for Art . Then walked around Fairprice while waiting for Ekyn & Naddy . After they came , lepaked until 5.15 pm and headed back home after that . Got home , bathed and finally ate . Damn i was hungry ! Hahah . Just got my recordings in mp3 format , thanks to Nizar(my lead guitarist) . Took my time to rename every single song . Hahah . So long readers !

2009-07-21T20:32:00.002+08:00

RACIAL HARMONY DAY .
(pictures in Facebook(:)

I must say that this year , the MALAYS in my school are more supporting . And the good thing was , we got chocolate ! Nyehnyeh . Today's weather was f hot . And basically , i took like around 60 pictures today . Dang , i want more . Hahah . It feels like Raya ! There's more with bestie and naddy , so i cant wait ! Hahah .

After school , went for MT oral for SA2 for awhile . Thank god i got 36/50 . But Cikgu Radiah expects me to get distinction for N level . Insyallah ye . After that , headed to the canteen and meet with the rest . Then walked around the school , lepak-ed then headed to the hall to watch Greenridge Idol . At first Mr Lee didnt let the sec four's in , because he said that it will effect our studies . We were pissed when we heard that so what did we do ? We PROTEST ! Hahah . And thank god we did manage to enter ! But sadly we had to sit 2 meters away from the lower sec and we had to sit by classes . How phathetic . Among all of the contestants , only two of them was awesome . Congrats to Salihan , who won the Greenridge Idol ! :D

2009-07-20T21:04:00.002+08:00

BACK TO BLACK .

Short post for today . Lets recap what i've done today , or what happened today .

So many issues today at school , ambulance , police .
Fazli and Faris ; They are very irritating today .
Got back my phone , yay .
Some guy in the bus when i went home ; oh crap , dont need to know . Later boyfran jealous again .

Thats about it . I got nothing to post about . Tomorrow's RACIAL HARMONY DAY ! Gotta wake up early to get ready . Hmph . Nightnights !

2009-07-18T12:04:00.003+08:00

AH MINI COOPER !

So woke up at 8 today . Waited for the rest to bathe and get ready and off we went to Lot One's McDonalds for breakfast . Then said bye to sis and off to Popular with my little brother . Thought of buying pens for school but sadly , not enough money . So walked around the popular like nobody's business i found something i want .

Then headed to Comic's Connection . Looked around and OMGEEE , I saw a supermini mini cooper in blue . I want it badlyy . Will be buying it later , thanks to little brother who's willing to pay for me , FIRST . Lol . Then off we went back home and now im here . I promised brother once i finished blogging , i would pass my laptop to him and let him use it . Sighsigh .

CRAVINGS FOR NOW ;

- that mini cooper.

- that blue mouse.

- that fan cooler for notebook.

- that cover for notebook.

And BOYFRAN , padan muke nose bleed . Hahah :P

Nolah , get well soon . Lols . And pay for my lisence okay ? Thanks ;)

(i know i have to pay it for myself lah hor . Okay okay ? Ok . lol .)

2009-07-16T18:02:00.005+08:00

SMILE BOYFRAN ! :D
(for you , deng . lol )

Whew ! I've just finished baking cookies for my little brother . Doing the icing is sooooo fun . Hahah . Mum let me write on 5 cookies . Now im waiting for it to be dry . Yay ! It looks kinda cute though . Hahah .

School was quite tiring today . Just plain boring . I didnt do much at school , i slept during Science lesson . But boyfran kept on texting me . I woke up , read the message , reply back with my eyes closed . Nyeheh , dah expert okay . Lol . Then when everytime we go into the Computer Lab , my classmates would play Typing Maniac in Facebook . Im currently at number 33 . And its hard to move to 30 ! Gahh shit . My irritating cousin didnt online today , I MISS YOU BITCH , BADLY ! Lol . I've got nothing else to update about . Toodles !

Here are the cookies (:

2009-07-14T21:58:00.002+08:00

WHAT THE HELL . WHEN WILL I BE OK ?

SPAMMING WITH MY BITCHY COUSIN IS FUN !

IVE GOT LOTS TO UPDATE ABOUT , BUT MY NOSE BLEED IS KILLING ME .

AND LIKE SUDDENLY IVE GOT MIGRANE . OH WELL , HERE COMES THE "I CANT SEE VISION" . OH FUCKSHIT !

i hate this .

2009-07-13T21:20:00.004+08:00

IM SO DEAD .

Ah , Monday . Thank god its almost over . Oh wait , tomorrow's Tuesday . Sighs , another day of school . Today was a wicked day at school though . So kecohrable and its hard for me to do my EBS coursework . Didnt manage to concentrate , thanks to the kecoherable class .

After school , went to Fajar Mac with the dudes to eat my late lunch . Well , i only bought fries and i didnt finished it . Nowadays i dont finish up my food . Gaah , thats bad isint it ? Its like a little bit more and its finish , but i just couldnt suck it in . Then i said goodbye to them and headed back to school to meet Ekyn . Then we headed to the D&T room . Mr Cheng was late so we sat outside for awhile , flipping through the new Seventeen Magazine . After Mr Cheng came with Mrs Chew , we headed in . Mr Cheng helped out Ekyn while Mrs Chew eleborated more about EBS coursework . I got like two more weeks for coursework and im done . Im not prepared for task B , because task B needs alot of explanation . It really confuses me . Some of my classmates wouldnt bother to do it . I guess dropping the subject is the easy way . All you guys know is just enter the lab and use the internet . Urgh .

At four , the teachers leave and Jia Hao and Brandon came in to do their prep work . Eversince then , all of us use our earpiece and do our own work . Once everyone is done around five , Brandon used the speaker in the room and used his mp3 to plug it in and burst the song into the speakers . Then Ekyn tried and changed her songs to a dance song and Jia Hao danced . It was so funny . By five fifteen , we left the D&T room and headed back home . As i headed back home , i was busily messaging my old time friend from primary school which i call him Zhengzheng . When i was in the lrt with Ekyn at Teck Whye station , when i looked up to the front , i realised it was him so i texted him " Oie , im in the same lrt !" Which then he turned , saw me and smiled . I can see he was blushing but , i have no idea why .

After we alighted at CCK , he waited for me downstairs and we chatted again . I told Ekyn to make friends with him , lol . Then i said goodbye to Ekyn and Zhengzheng and i headed back home . Phew , now im tired , i wanna sleep . EMILY , WHAT IF ? lol .

2009-07-12T20:03:00.007+08:00

TURN RIGHT , INTO MY ARMS .

So changed my blogskin . Im getting bored with my old one . Well i sat infront of my lappy since 3pm and finally i managed to finish it now . You like ? Hahah . Man i cant believe its gonna be Monday in a few more hours . IM TIRED TO GO SCHOOL TOMORROW . Urghh .

Since then , i've been listening to Jonas Brothers , Brokencyde , Michael Jackson (RIP) , Taylor Swift and my blogsong ! YEEAAH . I've got nothing else to do , im lazy to get ready for school tomorrow . I miss my girlfies . And i wish when i go to school tomorrow , i wont be getting any sickness again , please ! Im trying to cure myself here , cause nobody is helping me with it . And since then i've been IM-ing with Emily . She made me think about if (as if this would happen) i am with Nick Jonas . There would be so many jealousy , my blog would be filled with my pictures with him , and how i love AMERICA . HA . HA . HA . Okay i think should end here , i've got nothing to talk already .

2009-07-10T08:38:00.002+08:00

CURE ME, LOVERBOY.

Well , time for a short update . Been sick for the past 4 days . And when i came back to school yesterday , i got flu . Boo . I've never got so sick before . Urgggh . Having jamming lesson in school later . I HOPE THIS FLU STOPS ! Sad thing is i have to sing with my block nose and my sore throat . Goodbye !

ah . ahhh . ahhhh CHOOO !

2009-07-04T14:34:00.006+08:00

Just a random laughter (:

So yesterday after school , headed to Marina with Ekyn & Eran . Ekyn couldnt find her top so we headed to Funan and ate our late lunch at Qiji . Once we're done , we bus-ed to Wisma and headed in MNG . Ekyn finally got her top and yea , you owe me $$ . Lol .

After that , we camwhored and headed to Taka Gardens and slacked . Made a video for youtube ! We did it like alot but Ekyn's intro was cut off so we had to do it over and over again . Wanna know the channel ? Ask me personally at msn . We slakced for 2 hours there . There were lots of stuff happened . Skater dudes doing their tricks , AYG people and hell more . Around 7.30 , we left Taka Garden and I bought chocolate icecream with bread . Yumyum . Then we headed to Coffee Bean and i bought Pure Vanilla iceblended while Ekyn&Eran bought Pure Double Chocolate ice blended . Ekyn got addicted to Pure Vanilla . Hahah . Lets go grab it again soon okay hunny ? (: After that we trained home . And everywhere i go , people would look at my shoe . Tsk . Hahah . Here are some of the pictures (:

2009-06-29T21:18:00.006+08:00

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL .

Grr what a day . Met Ekyn at Keat Hong at 6.40 am and off we went to school . Had to assemble in class , i dont know why . Took our temperature and then slacked . Didnt study the whole day . Just sat inside classroom , talk to my classmates . Oh my i miss them so much ! Then while rotting and slacking in class , Taufiq , Faris , Danial and Marlia messed up my hair , doing nonsence to it . I applied wax so it was kinda sticky . Yucks . I wont post the picture up cause its toooooooooooooo funny and embarassing . Hehheh . Here's a video i took , was bored . Hahah .

So after school , went to Loddy and finally bought my hotfudge sunday from McD . Then went into Cotton On , Watson , Popular and such . Ekyn cant stop singing " You Are Not Alone " by Michael Jackson . Huhu . Very funny indeed . Then met her mum and little sis , accompanied her to buy tix to watch Transformers 2 and i headed back home after that . I didnt caught the movie for the second time with them . Got home , bathed , played Sims 2 , webcammed with Emily the nak step gangsta ! Currently am still chatting with her , and i cant stand the convo ! Super funny ! Here's a look ! :D

('.') Emily ; typical kid next door says:
no lah
ok what
nice
ahh
simple
MINAHREP
LOL
LATER EVERYTHING IN UR COMP GONE
HAHAHAAHHAHA
Astrogirl (: says:
CBAI
hahahha
('.') Emily ; typical kid next door says:
whaaat
knn
Astrogirl (: says:
WHAT ?
WHAT ?
KNNCCB
HAAHHA
('.') Emily ; typical kid next door says:
come ah !
LOL
Astrogirl (: says:
eh i wanna put this at blog !
LOL
CBAAAI
('.') Emily ; typical kid next door says:
C'MON BRING IT ON
HAHAHA
Astrogirl (: says:
FCUK YOU AH NCB
('.') Emily ; typical kid next door says:
DON'T WANT LEH
KNN CCB
LOL
dah mcm minahrep
Astrogirl (: says:
OMG NABSBUTS !
hahah
('.') Emily ; typical kid next door says:
hahahaha
fuckyou , fucktard , nabei , kanina , chaocheebye
LOL
Astrogirl (: says:
EH BLOODY KNN
('.') Emily ; typical kid next door says:
WHAT ? COME AH , 1 TO 1 !
Astrogirl (: says:
solly tadi gua ada phone call ah
('.') Emily ; typical kid next door says:
LOL
HAHA
BANYAK BUNYI AH !
Astrogirl (: says:
ada hal ah dengan budak luar
('.') Emily ; typical kid next door says:
HAHAHA
lame ke perr
lol
Astrogirl (: says:
EH NABY , SUKA HATI GUA
lol
('.') Emily ; typical kid next door says:
TU LU PUNYA PSL LAH
ALAMAK
BNYK BUNYI AH
CHICOPEK
lol
Astrogirl (: says:
EH BANYAK BUNYIK JGK AH LU
PUIK AH
('.') Emily ; typical kid next door says:
ALAMAK
NI BDK TAIK AH EH
BDK NI MANER PUNYE BAGOS AH
Astrogirl (: says:
EH KALAU TAK HAPPY BOLEH CKP FACE TO FACE LA SIA
CALL PON JADI AH
TAK HAPPY NGN GUA CAKAP AH EH
('.') Emily ; typical kid next door says:
ALAMAK , MASOK COURT KAN SKALI SENANG . ALAMAK
Astrogirl (: says:
TU LU AH KALAU NAK CARIK PASAL
('.') Emily ; typical kid next door says:
(omg so funny)
LU AH
CARIK PSL SAMA GUA KAT 7 ELEVEN
PIKIR KLAKAR KA PAH !?!?!
Astrogirl (: says:
LU AH ? LU-AH ?!!
EH SIA-L AH 7 ELEVEN KE 9 ELEVEN ?!
(ohmygooooddddd :P)
('.') Emily ; typical kid next door says:
ALAMAK BDK NI CKP JERR BAGOS . 7 ELEVEN PON TK TAHU KA PAH ?!?!?!?!
(HAHAHAHAHA)
Astrogirl (: says:
EH WAH NYE TEMPAT TAKDE 7 ELEVEN , TAPI ADA 9 11 HOR (911 ambulance !)
('.') Emily ; typical kid next door says:
(LOL WTH)
ALAMAK , LU PAHAM KE TK PAHAM . LU BNYK BUNYI AHHH .
Astrogirl (: says:
9 ELEVEN UNTOK LU AH SIAA
('.') Emily ; typical kid next door says:
LU AH
LU CKP DULU KA PAH
Astrogirl (: says:
LUAH ?
LU ?
('.') Emily ; typical kid next door says:
LU AH
ALAMAK
APER NI LU LU
PIKIR KLAKAR KA PAH
Astrogirl (: says:
ABEY APE SWINE FLU ?!
('.') Emily ; typical kid next door says:
(WTH LAH YOU... LOL)
LU NK SNGT KA PAH KENE JANGKIT ... ?????
Astrogirl (: says:
LU AH , LU CINONEH , MAKAN BABI !
('.') Emily ; typical kid next door says:
LU BNYK PUNYA RACIST
ABEH LU APER
BANGLA ?
ALAMAK
BERAK SAMA2 BAU BUSUK JUGAK KA PAH
(LOL)
Astrogirl (: says:
EH BANGLA BOLE CAMOFLOUGE SO ITS GOOD
('.') Emily ; typical kid next door says:
APA NI PAKAI ENGLISH , MEPEK AH EH .
JGN NK STEP BAGOS AH
Astrogirl (: says:
WAH NI SERIOUS NAK KENA SAK !
('.') Emily ; typical kid next door says:
APA ?! TK PUAS HATI , MARI AH . TUNJOK JERR BAGOS .
EH , AKU DARI 369 AH EH
(MCM PAHAM , LOL)
Astrogirl (: says:
EH ? AKU DARI TTS !
('.') Emily ; typical kid next door says:
WHAT'S tts ?
lol
EH APA NI
MEPEK AH
Astrogirl (: says:
TTS TAN TOCK SENG !
('.') Emily ; typical kid next door says:
GUA ADA BNYK MEMBERS MAU TURON AH EH
(LOL OMG)
Astrogirl (: says:
EH TURON AH !
('.') Emily ; typical kid next door says:
BUAT GELAK AH LU
OK AH
Astrogirl (: says:
EH FUN PE
('.') Emily ; typical kid next door says:
GUA CALL DRG TURON SKRG
Astrogirl (: says:
CALL AH CAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAL
('.') Emily ; typical kid next door says:
*CALLING* EH ADER BDK NI NK CARIK PSL AH ... HUH ? APE ? OK OK , JUMPE KRG KAT ESCAPE THEME PARK NYER ENTRANCE . GUA KAT SANA ...
Astrogirl (: says:
EH HELLO , TTS BAPAK AYAM
AH YESYES NI ZYGHOSTTTS
YESYES ADA HAL
WE MEET AT ESCAPE THEME PARK ENTRANCE
NOW LA THEN WHAT TIME !
AH KAY BYE
('.') Emily ; typical kid next door says:
(lmao!)
APA STARE2 NI ??!?!?!
Astrogirl (: says:
SIAL AAAAAH MATE GUA SAK
('.') Emily ; typical kid next door says:
ALAMAK
LU MATA TGK DEPAN BUKAN TGK GUA
CARIK PSL JERR
KOREK MATA LU BARU TAHU
Astrogirl (: says:
KOREK AH SIAAAAL
('.') Emily ; typical kid next door says:
ALAMAK
JGN BUAT GUA MRH AH EH
LU NI MANA PEH BAGOS
Astrogirl (: says:
WAH BAGOS OKAY
WA ENGLISH TOPP
('.') Emily ; typical kid next door says:
EH GUA NYER MEMBERS DAH DTG
GUA NYER CHONG DAH SMPI AH EH
Astrogirl (: says:
EH
GI AH
('.') Emily ; typical kid next door says:
alamak
DAH TAKOT CKP AH
Astrogirl (: says:
EH
MANA ADA
WA TAK FREE

Hahah , i cannot take it . XD Goodnight readers !

Shit i need to run for 2.4 tomorrow . :(

2009-06-26T00:08:00.005+08:00

GIRLS DAY OUT ! (25 june 2009)

YES , IT WAS FREEGGIN' AWESOME ! Muahahha . So basically , lets recap .

Met everyone at one at cck mrt . Naddy was late . Hahha . Then headed to the interchange and took 190 and alighted at Far east . Headed in and windowshopped . KECOH giler , but it was awesome . Lols . After walking for a few rounds , headed to Cineleisure and ate at LJS . Dengeng , i had to wait soooooooooooooooooooooooooo long for my meal !

Thats when the gossiping starts . Kecoh here and there . Once finished eating , we walked to heeren , paragon , taka ,wisma and slacked then trained to cityhall and lepak-ed at esplanade . Camwhored alot , and people looked . KPO lah , no life . Hahahha . Lepak-ed there until nearly 8pm and vroom off we go to Marina Square and windowshopped , again . All of us were fcuking pissed with the GGS sale cause we seriously looooove the clothes ! Hahah . Too pissed , we headed to 7-11 and bought drinks . Went back up and slacked , talked about our lives , studies and our future . Everyone is sick and tired of secondary school . And starting on Tuesday onwards , we are going to study hard ! Prelims is like around the conner and we are not ready for it man . Seriously . Gonna stay back after school and study , serious study . And we're gonna save our pocket money ! :D

Once again , AWESOME GIRLS DAY OUT . I love you girls (:

Wished the holidays were extended .

More pictures ? Find me on Facebook , or go to Nadiah's blog :D

P.S : i miss _ _ _ _ _ _ _ :p (rocketgirl knows)

2009-06-25T11:10:00.002+08:00

OUTINGS .

Okay , will update once i get home , or maybe the next day (:
you or you ? *insert thinking face here .

2009-06-23T22:21:00.002+08:00

LOVE ME , THANK YOU . HATE ME , FUCK YOU !

Okay , i've got nothing to update about . I've got nothing in mind , nothing at heart , NOTHING . I need to go out , i need to make myself really happy and forget everything i have in mind . why does this happen to me ?

why do i always fall for the wrong guy ?

2009-06-21T18:19:00.004+08:00

GET THIS OFF MY MIND .

Im in between the lines which ive not yet decide which side i want to chose . I wished i was your favourite girl . I wished my smile is your favourite kind of smile .
I wished things were easier . Sigh .
A friend , i guess you'll stay that way ?
I dont know ..

2009-06-21T01:55:00.004+08:00

OH BOY , IF YOU ONLY KNEW .

So basically its like 1.48 am . And i dont feel like sleeping yet cause my eyes are still wide open so , i guess its time for an update , again ? Haha .

Yesterday , i had the bestest dream , but sadly sis woke me up by asking me what i wanted to eat for breakfast . Grr . Then bathed , waited for daddy to come home with breakfast then ate . Went online after that , but sadly nobody IM me . *sobsobs So what the heck , i took some stupid and random pichas using my lappy's webby . Suddenly ben 10 came to me and complained that he was having migrane . So i told him to apply minyak kapak and go to sleep . Which he did . And like finally RH went online so we chatted for awhile . When mum came home , she ask ben 10 and i out . So went offline , changed and went to Lot One and met Ibu tersayang and little cuzzy . Then headed to Woodlands and went to the library . I can say that its weird cause usually on Saturdays you see many people going out to shopping malls and such , but today hell no man . Mum borrowed alot of books today . I just hope that she can finish her books before date due yeah ? Hahah . At 9pm , headed back home .

So since then i was glued to my lappy , surfing the web , singing , chatting . But now its like 2.38am , im ripping off songs and basically chatting with RH :D Till here , goodnight !

2009-06-19T22:55:00.002+08:00

LIKE A PIECE OF JUNK , LYING ON THE FLOOR .

Oh what a day today . I had the strangest dream today . Who would enter such a world ? Hahah . And I cant believe i woke up late today . Hahah . Woke up at exactly 12 noon , bathed and then ate my breakfast/lunch . Oohh yummy yummy Nasi Lemak . Hahahah .

After that , mum helped me out to clean my entire study area and my waredrobe . Such a pity there's not many tee's left . *hinthint : i need new stuff ! lol * Im happy that it's neat . Lol . Then went online for awhile , which got me bored . Then ibu tersayang called mum and asked us out to eat dinner . Basically i was lazy , but what the heck , im hungry so i had to follow . Hahah . Ate my all time favourite Mee Hong Kong and my all time favourite drink , coca-cola . Muahahah . Once after eating , headed to cousin's crib .

Went online again , but nothing caught my eye . So played Halo with the smally cuzzies . Hillarious betol uh ni budak keciks . Sufyan tak habes habes kill me . WTH eh WTH . Hahah . Ben 10 is always shooting me and Eya is always walking around the area , then she suddenly sing Aliyah Maisarah . Hahahha . Cutee :D After we got bored with Halo , we decided to dance to musics . I didnt dance much tho , Ben 10 and Eya did most of it . Lol . Ben 10 is hyper today . At 10.30 pm , we headed back home . I think i'll stop here today . I've got nothing else to say .

&& ROCKETGIRL , I MISS YOU !
&& R.H , I MISS YOU TOO :D
&& SUPERGIRL , FLASH ALSO !
Okay basically i miss everyone .
Boo ):

2009-06-18T16:58:00.002+08:00

A LAME POST FOR TODAY .

Was supposed to meet Rocketgirl at 8am today . But then she texted saying she was tired so we end up we meet at 9am . Ben 1O made my day horrible early in the morning . Grr . Then headed to 7-11 to grab some breakfast . Then off we go to the complex . There were many people at the track so we decided to skip . We sat and ate our breakfast first then headed to swimming pool .

Rocketgirl , you know i know what we did just now XD

Then at 12 , we went out from the pool and freshen up . And we headed to Lot One . Grab a copy of JB's new album . The songs are not bad . Heh . Then we headed to the roof and slacked for awhile . Everyone was tired . At 2 , said goodbye to Rocketgirl and headed back home . Didnt took photos/videos ; was f tired .

So since then , im here using my lappy , doing nothing . Basically been hearing to JB's music . I'm thinking of editing pics , but im not sure of what photos to edit on . Hahah . Till here then , takecares !

You + Me = ?

2009-06-17T21:13:00.003+08:00

JURONG BIRD PARK TRIP .

I wont say much cause im lazy to type it all out . One word : AWESOME !

2009-06-16T18:51:00.004+08:00

OH ASTROBOY .
can i get you a.s.a.p ? ):

Urggh , what a day today . Got up at 9.30 , bathed and got out to Mc Donalds for breakfast with mum and bro . Then we headed to the wet market . Weehu , it was fun . Hahah . Got home , cooked Asam Pedas then took a little break .

After azan Zuhur , all the three of us started on cleaning little brother's room . I can say that it was really messy . With lots of clothes everywhere . Tsktsk . Hahah . But i did have fun cleaning his room . So while we were cleaning , mum took out my barbie dolls and the playsets and asked me , "do you still want to keep this ? " *blushes . Well i dont know cause basically im all grown up and i think i just should let it go . Hahah , im gonna miss playing with my barbiedolls ! lol .

At 3pm , we finally finished cleaning up . I had to vacumm the whole room , sweep the whole room . Grr . Well , thats my job , what can i do ? Hahah . Oh yeah , Jonas Brother's New Cd is out now . To me , this album is not bad . Cool songs , lovely lyrics :D

&oh , i miss R.H . heheheheh .

OUT EVERYWHERE ON 16TH JUNE !

If you're a fan , buy :B

2009-06-15T01:58:00.003+08:00

WHATS NOT TO ADORE ? (:

Time check , its 2.06 am in the morning maaan ! Phew what a day yesterday ! So basically woke up at ten today , thanks to mum who switched off the aircon . Woke up and dragged my feet to the bathroom and bathed . Ironed my clothes and got ready to go to my cousin's wedding .

I did nothing there . The food wasnt that delicious though . Hahah . Such a pity Emily didnt came cause i was bored to death . Just so you know , im not close to my dad's side except for Cik Ina , Emily's family . The rest , dont ask me . They live their own life as i can say . I dont have time to talk about them . So all i did was eat , then headed to the back and sit with my siblings . Talked about crap all the way . Hahah . Then talked about courses that i wanna take after my N's . At five , all of us headed back home . Once we reached home , i was happy cause i cant stand my heels ! It was so painful . Then bathed , changed and went out at 8 pm . My mum , sis , bro and I headed to Choa Chu Kang Garden and ate there . Oh yummy .

Meet Baby Aqil , my new nephew .

Does he look like my dad ?

So eversince we got back home , im here , online . And its 2.11 am now . Im awake cause since 10.51 pm , ive been chatting with R.H the hottie (lol) until 2.09 am . Hahaha . I think i better go to bed too , im tired already ):

2009-06-12T23:35:00.003+08:00

STUPID , I KNOW I AM .

So basically i've cut my hair , again . I got rid of the thickness . And somehow its super short from the previous hair . But somehow i love this haircut cause i can messy it up in style . Lol . But i know , funny right ?
P.S : IF YOU HATE IT , KEEP YOUR COMMENTS TO YOURSELF OKAY ?

So today i woke up at 6.21 am and bathe . Got changed , styled my hair and headed to Keat Hong to meet bestie . She was early today . Hahah . And finally i got to see her in braces , damn she was cute in it . Hahah . So off we went to school . Firstly , we went to the staff room to meet Ms Kang , but there was no phone anymore . So we just headed to the D&T room cause Rocketgirl wanted to continue doing her coursework . She thought of going back home at ten , but in the end , we went out from school at two .

While walking out , Rocketgirl thought of going home by taxi . So we waited . And waited . And waited . And waited . Keep crossing to and fro . Since both of us havent ate since morning , i was very very very sleepy . So finally we got a taxi and zooooooooooooooooom off to her place . She got me really jealous . Its been sucha long time since i really doll up . This is one part of the relationship i love , dates . Sigh .

Then yadayayayayapapaya , at night , headed downstairs to skate again . This time around my sister's boyfriend & his brother came along too . Teached us some tricks . Can i say that i rather use their deck than mine ? Grr . Can somebody buy me a new deck ? Hahah . Zickey said he buy the deck but share with me . Thats so not even laa . Kalau nak share , i pay half also . Then fair . Hahah . I can say that Taufiq is hillarious . Hahah . With his laughter , my oh my . So while skating , i tried to stop myself . But i think i stop wrongly and i fell , hard . My left thigh hurts bad . I fell backwords , and my backbone hurts too ):

Gah i think i better stop here and get some rest . I cant stand this pain ! ):
But what the heck , skaters have to endure this shit . Lol .

2009-06-09T23:23:00.004+08:00

WHAT A DAY .
sydneyboy . tsk . grr .

Woke up early today . I realise that i was crazy just now in the morning , like errm . Only my brother knows *evil smile* Then i went online for awhile then headed for the showers . Got ready and off i went to Botanical Gardens , again with Supergirl .

Got there , took many pictures today . And i dont know why i smile with my teeth ; mostly in the pictures . Weird , i know . Well i still havent got the pictures i took today , so im waiting for tomorrow thens . Teehee :D So then after taking photos , headed back to Supergirl's crib . She asked me to karaoke with her . Which i did . And now i lost my voice . BOOOOOOOOOO ! ): Then at 8pm i went back home . When i finally reached home , i just realise my house key is not with me . And thats when i start to panic . Called Mum , sis . Asking where they were and i told them i lost my key . Mum asked me to wait so i did . I went back down and sat at the voideck .

While trying to cool down , i texted Abang Adam if he wasnt busy . And he said no and then i called him . Telling him whats up and everything . Guess what ? He laughed =.=
Okay i know im clumsy . Then we chatted about everything else . And thats when sister came to the rescue , she met me and off we went back home . And then i realise i didnt brought my key along . Omg . And Abang Adam mati mati nak tau sape die eh ? Too bad , tak akan *sticks out tounge* So macam girlgirl , nak tau . Kpo eh abang . Hahahah . Then my sister ordered pastamania and i was the one who had to open the door . I cant keep my eyes off pastamania boy ! Omg . Hahhaha . And he heard everything i've said about the pastamania guy and so on . And please , how many times must i say that i am not HOT ? Shame on you ! Lol . 21 years old okay ? Hahahah . More feminine Nadzirah . Hahaha !

P.S : Thanks for everything eh Abang Adam (:
I wonder how's Sydneyboy ):

2009-06-08T22:08:00.006+08:00

I MISS YOU .
; Rocketgirl , Sydneyboy , Supergirl , Flash & Ain Hale .

SYDNEY ; THE PLACE WHERE I WANT TO GO ):

Yesterday , I woke up feeling down . Cause Sydneyboy's leaving . *ive cleared things out between us , we're okay* So i texted a loooong message to him . I cant believe that he's gonna be gone for two weeks . And then when i came online , he msned me , saying thanks , so sweet . And then he asked me to call him at 12.30 noon . Which i did .

While i was webcaming with Supergirl , i called him . Supergirl saw me crying , lol . I was talking to him , just saying that i miss him while he's away . And then he said something *i cant say it here , its personal . I was speechless by then . Then he said he got to go , so we had to stop our conversation . I cried more after that . Sigh , miss you Sydneyboy the bestfriend :D

So Ain Hale called me after that , asking me out to Lot One . So i said goobye to Supergirl and boom i went to Lot One . Met her and we hugged ! Its been a while I didnt met her . For like .. 2 years now . So we walked around , talking about our lifes , her relationship life , my boring tryingtofindastroboy life , *hahah* And then we kept talking about our primary school life , realising that we missed it so much we thought of making a reunion party of students in 6.3 . But sadly , we dont have all of their numbers . BOOHOO ! Then Ain thought of cathing a movie , and she chose Hannah Montana The Movie . I told her i watched it before online , but if she wants to watch the movie again , i dont mind . Cause i like watching the movie again , lol .

After the movie , we headed to the girl's room and snap some pictures *its in Ain's camera so im waiting for it . heheh* and we headed back home . So thank you thank you thank you primary school bestfriend for yesterday (: Currently its 9.43am and im suppose to get my butt to the bathroom now . LOL . Im heading to Botanical Gardens with Supergirl again .

HAVE YOU SEEN ROCKETGIRL ? *hahahahahahahaha

2009-06-07T22:09:00.008+08:00

BYE BYE BOY ! ):
You're leaving tomorrow .

What a day ! I must say i really enjoyed today's outing . Well not outing i must say , just a random outing . Hmm , i was suppose to acompany Supergirl to Botanical Gardens cause she need to snap some pictures for her Art . She needed my help by helping to take some of the pictures for her cause she knew that i was good at photography *blushes

So at about 2-3 something Supergirl's dad fetch me . Then we're off to Botanical Gardens . Alighted , said goobye to Papa and Mama and then walk to the inner park . Took alot of pictures for her art by then . Then we headed to the Swan Lake and snap alot of our pictures there . Mostly Supergirl took my pictures . There are lots of them , she didnt manage to send me a few more . I want that photo i hug with the lamp lah Supergirl ! LOL . I will post up some of the photo's here . P.S : Took it with a Canon camera *sticks out tounge

Edited , and oh people , im holding a flower (:

Edited , Supergirl & I lying on the grass , with our hands making a heart shape .

Not edited ; smiling with my teeth .

Oh i know , you dont see me smiling with my teeth before ! LOL .

Not edited ; After 3 tries , i managed to sit on that lamp . LOL .

Not edited ; I found myself adorable here . Hahah , like a small kid =.=

Not edited ; I look like a small kid ! LOL .

I've already said SOME pictures okay ? lol .
So whatcha think ? Ey ey ey ? Hahah . Do list down your comments at my tagboard , thanks .
Oh by the way , happy idontknowhowmany monthsary to Rocketgirl&Flash (:

Rocketgirl , meet up soon ! I need to go shopping . Hahah . I miss you , muahmuahs !

Goodnight readers ! (:

2009-06-06T22:56:00.002+08:00

YET ANOTHER DAY .
Current Song : A little bit longer - Jonas Brothers

Okay well basically im dead bored . I've got nothing to update about , maybe this would be a short random post . Anyways , thanks mum for the KSWISS watch . Looovee it . And yippe yeay yeay im going out with BFSdarling tomorrow . Its been such a long time i didnt hangout with her . Finally new pictures :D

And oh , about my profile section about the " I wish " part , dont bother =.= I know its stupid/crappy . Hah , but who might knows i might bump into somebody like that ? Woohoo , dream booy , Astro Boy please come out . I need astro boy to pull myself together and make me happy for the rest of my life ):

You're leaving .. with no goodbye .

2009-06-05T21:39:00.005+08:00

the things we treasure the most destroy us the quickest .
Current Song : Sudah - Nidji

Okay , im low . So what ? This is what i feel right now . Well , what can i do ? If its suppose to be this way then , let it be . And to you , lead your own life alright , since im no longer needed . But how could you say that to me ? Have i been such a trouble to you ? What am i suppose to do when every right goes wrong ? So i guess i'll leave you and stay out from your life . Even after we fought , you msned me asking if i still wanted me to meet you tomorrow ? What's that suppose to mean ? I dont want to meet you , so i twisted my words . Why the heck must I meet you when you dont even listen to what i want to say ? Sigh .

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So today , woke up early to grab lunch with little bro cause mum didnt cook . So headed to KFC and bought Zinger meal . While we were eating , there was this small and cute babyboy who was smiling widely and weirdly to my brother . I was busy enjoying my Zinger but then my brother nudge me with his leg . I was like " WHAT ? " and he was pointing to the little babyboy beside me . When i turn , he was just right beside me ! Smiling at me with his cute smile ! Hahah . And then he laughed . My little brother and I were like , laughing too . But then we continued eating . The little babyboy still disturbed us by going to our table and make noises . Thank god his mother noticed , she took him away . Hahah . And then we headed back home .

At around 3.30 , went back out and headed to Yew Tee to meet mum before going to my cousin's house . So basically , ate mee siam which grandmere cooked and then went XBOX-ing with my other cousins . Played soccer , which was so hillarious . I always pressed the wrong button , I end up with slides . Hahah . But then i did manage to score alot too . After playing soccer , we played Halo . Kill everyone , KILL ! Hahah . Syafiq didnt let me go man ! I didnt have a chance to shoot him ; he killed me already . Tsk ! Hahah . Played a few rounds and then we played car racing . I chose Mini Cooper , since it was my favourite . Hahah . I know its not fast enough , but its perfect for me ! Small and convinient . Hahah . At 8pm , said goodbye to my cousins and headed back home .

My phone has been mute today . No messages , no phone calls . I wonder what did i do wrong . Oh well , time to continue reading Eclipse . Goodbye and goodnight .

3more days before you leave .

I cant say anything to you cause im no longer in your life .

2009-06-04T18:43:00.004+08:00

NEW LOOK , PERHAPS ?

Ah , time for an update , i know *winkswinks

On Tuesday , Met Rocketgirl at 12 noon and grab our lunch at Mc Donalds . She ate mc spicy while i ate double cheeseburger . And both of us didnt manage to finish our fries , boohoo . Then , headed to opp Lot One to buy some hair inai for me . LOL . After that , we went to cotton on body and looked at what's on sale . Then headed to popular and looked around . There's nothing new so we went to the rooftop . I thought of getting wet but to think back about it , no point . Hahah .

At around almost 2 , Rocketgirl's mum and sis came . They shop while i did nothing . Hahah . Then said goodbye to her mum and headed to my house . Fetched my brother and headed to Sembawang cause Rocketgirl wanted to meet somebody related to her blogshop blabla then we headed to Marsling to send my brother there . At about 3.30 , mum came and fetched brother and then off to City Hall with Flash . Flash was hungry so we headed to Funan and Flash ate alone , cause Rocketgirl & I were still full . Then we headed to Esplanade to relax . Loads of picture captured i must say . The wind was amazing though , hahah . After an hour or so relaxing , we headed back to Funan cause both Rocketgirl and I were hungry .

After we finished eating , we headed to raffles place and window shop . Im saving money for that crumpler bag ! Heh . After a few rounds , we headed back to Penisular cause Rocketgirl thought of buying something , but in the end , they didnt sell what she was searching for . So we went home . Anyways , thanks Rocketgirl for making me smile all day (:

Today , i woke up at 8 by .. nothing ? I was wide awake , wondering what woke me up so early . I tried to get back to sleep but sadly , i couldnt . So i decided to stay up and continue reading Eclipse . The book makes me want to read it more . Ahh , i know . I . AM . TALKING . CRAP . Lol . Here's a view of my new look ? (new hair colour , i think)

Okay , not so obvious (: a little pinch of my natural brown and a little purple/red ? hahah .

Bye thens !
4 more days and you're off to Sydney buddy ):

2009-05-31T21:02:00.003+08:00

HOLIDAYS ARE HERE , HERE WE GO AGAIN .

Since Rocketgirl wanted me to update my blog so much .. HERE YOU GO BITCH ! Hahah . Lets start with Friday . Went to school as per-normal . In the morning , there was a president's selection . It was somehow boring though . After that , it was recess and as pernormal , my rocketgirl was hungry . I didnt grab anything cause i was indeed lazy to queue up . So she went to queue with Nurul .

After recess , went back to class . Got my report book and damn , i was shocked to see my aggregate . My results are not that bad , just that i need to change both U's to at least 4 or 5 . Well , lets hope for the better . After school , headed back home straight . Bathed and doze off until 4 . Then mum asked me to tag along to aunt's . When we reached , mum ordered pizza . After 45 minutes , the pizza guy came . Then yadayadayada , went back home at 10 .

On Saturday , woke up at 5am and got ready . Went out from the house at 7am , cause dad wanted to send us there . At 8 am , we arrived there and grabbed breakfast . Met up with Papa and Mama at Mc Donalds . Talked as we ate . And at 9am , Wild Wild Wet opened . So we quickly finish off our meal and queued up . Entered , got changed and poof , swam like nobody's business . At first , we headed to the waterworks slide . Then we went up to the ular-lah . It was wicked ! We screamed our lungs out like $#@!@!@ . Hahah . Then sister asked me to ride the Slide Up . So we did , and there's our video down there . Sorry if its like that , mum record it tho . If you turn the volume up , you can hear our scream ! Hahah .

It was the most thrilling ride in Wild Wild Wet ! But please , for those who are afraid of heights , please dont try . You may end up crying after the ride . Heh . I wished i could show you guys the photos i've captured during the whole day , but the pictures are not in my camera , its in my aunts . I'll promise you i'll post up the pictures (:

At 4pm , got changed and went out from Wild Wild Wet . Headed to D'Marquee to wait for the concert . At 6pm , the show starts . At first , it was all the award presentations . But at 8pm , the real concert started . The first singer to come out was Mamat from Exist (used to be in the band, malay band) Then second , im not sure of the name , but she was an old singer who sings Dangdut . Hahah . Thirdly , it was DIDCAZLI !! I ran to the front and video-ed him . Damn he was hot . Hahah . *blushes . He sang Dambaan then Seribu Kenangan . And then he announced to the audience about Rentak Singapura . Im so going for this year's too ! :D At 10pm , we headed back home . Cleared my things and i went straight to bed .

So there you go Rocketgirl , i've update my blog . I will try to update as much as I can , cause mum wants me to revise on my studies . Bye guys , its time for me to go into my LALA LAND !

2009-05-26T21:16:00.002+08:00

OH CRUSH ;
*currently : in pain , wondering .

Woke up with a bad sign ; difficulties in breathing , stomach was in pain (bloody diarrhoea) . But what the heck , i still went to school , enduring the pain . School was like @Q$#@$ today . 10 of my classmates didnt attend school . So it was kinda boring without my gereks at school .

First off , it was English . And i still didnt done anything for CLAP . I am lazy indeed to do , and very lazy to act . My whole group didnt do anything . What i know , i've done my part by researching about the boxer . Thats all . Then Science lesson , i couldnt stand the pain . So i went to my LALA land until break . Then during break ... * dont need to tell you guys about it , its private & personal , hahah *

Mr Ho was early for his lesson today . He caught me talking to somebody at the hallway while he was walking to the classroom . And then he said , " eh , maths lesson already ." with his sarcastic voice . Hahah . So i went back to class and studied Maths . I really concentrate on Maths today . Thanks to Mr Ho with his stories . EBS was like wtf . My classmates and I went to the lab and waited for Mr Soh . We waited for 15 mintues , no sign of him . So we went back to the class . While we were halfway there , Mr Soh went out from the staff room . Then everyone ran back to the lab , thinking of surfing the web but in the end , all of the labs were occupied . Everyone was pissed with Mr Soh . Then Syukri asked Mr Soh to bring us to the library . So end up we sat there until 1 .

After school , lepak-ed with the kaki gereks at South View . Then suddenly got issue , so we walked off to lot one . Walked around then headed to 217 and lepaked . At around 4 , ekyn went off first . Then at 4.45 i went off . Got home , bathed , cooked . Then ate . I was online since then . Hahah . I know , like what the hell .

Well , i promised rocketgirl once i finished blogging , i will switch off my laptop and go rest . So i guess this is the end then . Goodnight readers , adios amigos .

Signing off at 10.14 pm .

2009-05-25T11:46:00.002+08:00

IP ADDRESS : 166.121.37.12

25 May 09 11:36

: SPAMM!!! SPAM SPAM SPAMICIDAL!!!

Bloody shit , spam for nothing ? You dare tag my blog , tell me your FUCKING name please !

Tag replies :

noonoo♥ : Hahah , he was doing the Doa Azan pose . lol .

ekyn : Rocketgirl , you know i know the public dont know (:

Efa Jajaaaa : Hey ! Nice talking to ya on the phone ! I linked ya already . And i've tagged back ! :D

2009-05-23T23:49:00.002+08:00

WALKATHON WAS FUN ! :D

I wont talk about it tho , ahah . Just doing this survey i've been tagged !

Ten are you :
Are you still single ? - Yep .
Are you happy ? - Today , yes ! (:
Are you bored ? - Not really .
Are you fair ? - Used to . Hahaha .
Are you italian ? - I WISH .
Are you honest ? - 50-50 . LOL .
Are you nice ? - Ask them !
Are you irish ? - Nope .
Are you asian ? - Yeaaap .

Ten facts :
Full name: Nur Nadzirah Binte Azman
Nickname(s): Zy , Helena , Astrogirl (:
Birthplace: Kandang Kerbau
Hair colour: Natural brown baybay !
Natural hairstyle: Straight , wavy .
Birthday: 27 September .
Mood: Tired .
Favourite colour: Blue , Green , Red , Pink .
One place you would like to visit: Perth , NY , Rome .

Ten things about your love life :
Have you been in love ? - Yes .
Do you in love at first sight ? - Depends .
Do you currently have a crush ? - Im not sure :/ hahah .
Have you ever broken anyone's heart ? - Yeah .
Have you ever been hurt emotionally ? - Yes ):
Ever had you heart brokened and when ? - Yes , but i dont wanna tell you .
Have you ever liked anyone but is afraid of telling him/her ? - Yep .
Are you afraid of commitment ? - 50-50 , hah .
Who was the last person you hugged ? - Rema (not related to love life lor , haha)
Who was the last person you said i love you too ? - Ekyn (not related to love life , also)

Ten this or that :
Love or Lust ? - Love please .
Hard liquor or beer ? - IF i had to choose one , it would be beer .
Cats or Dogs ? - Cats .
A few best friends or any regular friends ? - A few bestfriends .
Creamy or crunchy ? - Creamy .
Wild night out or romantic night ? - Romantic night .
Money or happiness ? - Of course happiness .
Night or Day ? - Night(:
IM or phone ? - IM .

Ten have you ever :
Been caught sneaking out ? - Erm , ive never sneaked out before . lol .
Seen a polar bear ? - at ZOO .
Done something you regret ? - Hell yes .
Bungee jumped ? - I wished .
Eaten food that fell on the floor ? - Hahah , not more then 5 secs .
Finished entire jaw breaker ? - Nope .
Been caught naked ? - No .
Wanted an ex bf/gf back ? - Hahah .
Cried because you lost a pet ? - Nope .
Wanted to disappear ? - Last time .

Ten preferences in a partner :
Smile or Eyes ? - Smile ? (:
Light or Dark hair ? - I think , dark ?
Hugs or Kisses ? - Both .
Shorter or Taller ? - Slightly taller .
Intelligence or attraction ? - Intelligence .
Topman or Zara ? - BOTH ;D
Funny or Serious ? - Funny please .
Older or Younger ? - Older . I need mature guys . hahahah .
Outgoing or Quiet ? - Very very outgoing .
Sweet or Bad ? - Supeeeeeeeeeeeeer sweet .

Ten have you :
Ever performed infront of a large crowd ? - Yep , Battle of the Bands , South View Idol and more laaa .
Ever talked on a phone longer than an hour ? - Yep yep .
Ever tried walking on your hands ? - Nope .
Ever been to a rock concert ? - Hmmm .
Ever been on a cheerleading team ? - Nopeeeee .
Ever been on a dance team ? - Yeahyeah .
Ever been on a sports team ? - Yeahyeah .
Ever been in a drama play/production ? - Primary School .
Ever owned a BMW ,Mercedes Benz ,Escalade or Bentley ? - I WISH .
Ever been in rape video ? - Kepale otak lu .

Ten last's :
Last phone call you made ? - Ekyn .
Last person you hugged ? - Rema .
Last person you hung out with ? - Mum , Sis and you ? lol .
Last time you worked ? - In my dreams ?
Last person you IM-ed to ? - Em .
Last person you texted to ? - You .
Last person(s) you went to movies with ? - Uhh , lupe .
Last person/thing you missed ? - You . lol . (you means somebody i dont want you people to know ah kay thanks . ahahha)
Last website visited ? - blog .

Get tagged by me : Anybody who wants to do this .

Tag replies :
haqym : aku tak paham ape kau bebual langsong ! ahahahah .
Yi Jing : Crazy girl , dont know how to sleep early ! tsktsk .
Nadzirah : Hahah , NICK J ALL THE WAY ! Link-ed :D
Emilyy : hahhaahh , thank you my dear , yeahyeah . WOOTS !
Noonoo : Hah , thanks . I LOVE YOU TOO . Paham paham je laa darls , sorry kays ?

2009-05-22T19:29:00.005+08:00

WHATS WITH PEOPLE WITH PSP TODAY ?
* its related with today's post (:

So basically , went to school as pernormal . Marlia didnt came , again . But i was glad that my gereks came . Didnt do much today . Just did Maths and Science corrections and slack for the other subjects .

After recess , both of our EBS teachers didnt came to school . Then the class went havock , thanks to Samuel . Only 4T1 knows what happened right ? Hahah . Samuel almost made the fan drop man . Tsk ! And when there's no teacher around , what do my classmates do ? Take out their psp ! See how many people i found playing psp without knowing me snapping a photo of them .

See ? Hahah . At 12 , we headed to the computer lab to meet Mrs Soon there . Slacked , everyone did their own thing . Majority went into Alamak chat . The rest ? CS , Miniclip , Y8 , Arcade Cabin , MSN , Blog .. etc . Then check our overall results , i got two B's , two U's and two A's . I seriously need to buck up with my maths and science . Oh well , holidays are around the conner so , its STUDY time ! Hahah . After school , lepaked with my rugby gereks . Really enjoyable . Fazly is always making us laugh . Sat down at tempat biasa , then slacked from 12.40 until 3 . Then Ekyn and I made a move first and we went back home . Here's one picture i took with the gereks .

Never fail to make me smile . Sayang mereka selalu (:

2009-05-20T18:44:00.001+08:00

WHATS WITH PEOPLE WITH SMILING TODAY ? *wonders
Hahah , dont mind my blog tittle please .

Yet another survey , tsktsk .

What is your favourite colour ?

; Blue .

The closest person to you ? (name 5 of them)

; Ekyn , Marlia , Fazly , Hakim , Faris .

What course you would like to take if you go poly ?

; Erm not sure yet , ITE first .

What are you wearing now ?

; Blank tanktop and black boxers .

Who is the last person you received text message from ?

; Emily .

Who is the 1st person you called today ?

; Ekyn .

What is your dream ?

; To be sucessful .

What is your cca ?

; Girl Guides . Heheh .

Who is the best couple you think ?

; Errr .

What type of partner you would prefer ?

; Honest , funny , friendly , caring , outgoing and truthful .

If given a chance, would you want to rewind back the time ?

; I dont think so .

Do you love the person you love ?

; He knows . Ask him . *Nick J/Lucas Till* hahahhaah .

What is your favourite song ?

; Crazier .

Who you think will be your future partner ?

; Somebody who has the same personality like Nick J/Lucas Till/Ryan Sheckler ? Hahahhah .

What is your favourite word ?

; Nowadays , its "tsk" !

What is your class index number ?

; 28 .

What is the 1st thing you do when you wake up today ?

; Why did i dreamt that i was at Tanjong something .. Waiting for somebody ?

Who do you thinking of right now ?

; Nick J . Hahhah .

What is the thing you wanted deadly ?

; WORK !! AND LONG HAIR OH PLEASE .

2009-05-19T20:31:00.003+08:00

Sorry girls , but this cowboy is mine ! Hahah . I've kept on watching Hannah Montana The Movie and he was the guy who plays Travis , Miley's love interest . Ooops , I shouldnt say anything related to the movie cause if im not wrong , its not out yet in Singapore am I right ? Hahah , if i told you guys , it wont be a surprise then . (:

So had normal lessons today . Just that we didnt study , but we got back our papers . A good thumbs up for my English and CPA , cause i got top . Not being sacarstic or whatsoever here okay ? Just happy with myself . And im glad that i've improved my Science and Maths , eventhough im still failing . Tsk . Hope you guys passed your mid year yeah . Well , its 9.39 and i rather sleep now . Im tired . Goodnight people .

* lucastill , nickjonas , mitchelmusso , jessemccartney , talyorlautner are loved (:
tagboard replies :

Emilyy : Hah , too bad . Where you stay , where i stay girl ?
ekyn : Hahaahha , darling . I will (:

2009-05-18T21:15:00.002+08:00

if you see any changes around here , dont bother asking .

thanks .

NADZIRAHELENA

2009-05-16T14:54:00.009+08:00

THE NIGHT KEEPS GETTING BETTER . / MEET MY NEW HOBBY :P

Yesterday afternoon till night was the best . I was glad that exams were over and its time for me to relax . No more exams , no more sleeping at the tables in the hall , no more people looking at my waking up face . Hahah . So Eddy asked at msn in the afternoon yesterday at 2pm saying , " Wanna go bowling ? " .

At first , mum didnt let me go , but then i persuade her to let me go . And she did ! Hahah . So got ready , and met Eddy at the bus stop . While waiting for 188 , i went to the road and check wether its 188 . Hahah , Eddy did the same too ! Around 15 minutes later , bus 188 came and we entered the bus . Hafiz entered the bus on the next stop . We then alighted before CSC . Got to know we had to wait for an hour or more , we got pissed and went out from the place . Then we got even pissed when a taxi driver was not busy , has no passangers . He lookeed at us , while we were waving . He can bloody drive and not stop . Tsk . Then we finally got a taxi and headed to CDANS . Paid , took our bowling shoes and started to bowl ! We played around 8 games . Some part were hillarious . And there was this guy who bowl like he was really pissed off . Really one crazy guy i must say . There was this man , woa i tell you . His skills was superb ! Eddy made friends with him .

So around 745 pm , we headed to the cashier to pay our game . And to our surprise , it was FUGGING $71.50 ! We were like , WHAT THE HELL ? Each of us had the question mark signed on the top of us . We were like , how are going to pay and stuff . Eddy told the person , " I thought it was per game , not per name ." The person in-charged told us we played for 24 games . WHAT THE FUG ? Thank god i had the money , so i paid first . Then we headed back home .

And oh ! I cooked for my family today ! Asam Pedas (: (will show a picture) Daddy said its nice . And thank god , im fine with Dad now . Phew .

Here are the pics and videos taken yesterday .

Eddy talking to Hafiz about bowling .

Hafiz getting ready to bowl . Eh Eddy , whatcha looking at ? lols .

I got bored , haha .

Eddy ! :D *dont mind my face please , i was tired .

Too bad Eddy , i caught you ! Hahah .

Hmm hmm , good job . Hahah .

I got bored , again !

Check out the words , EHH ? lols .

ZG means Zy ghost (:

Okay , so what if im the last one ? Hahah . At least i had fun (:

And here are some vids .

The Asam Pedas i told you (:

Bye readers (:

I miss you boy )':

2009-05-15T13:40:00.001+08:00

you're starting to make me down . its like . sigh . nevermind .

2009-05-14T15:32:00.003+08:00

Survey .

1. Besides your lips, where is your favourite spot to get kiss?
; Forhead and cheeks . Heh .

2. How do you feel when you wake up this morning?
; Restless .

3. Who was the last person you took photo with?
; Little brother .

4. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
; I think i am , NOW .

5. Would you ever donate blood?
; Sure .

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was the opposite sex?
; Yes , still .

7. Do you want someone dead?
; HAHAHAHAHAHAH .

8. What does your last message says?
; Yep ! (:

9. What are you thinking right now?
; What must i eat ? hahah .

10. Do you wish someone to be with you right now?
; Boyf ):

11. What is the time you go to bed last night?
; I knocked out at 3am .

12. Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?
; School bookshop . Hahahahha .

13. Is someone on your mind?
; BOYF .

14. Who was the last person who texted you?
; Ekyn .

15. Tag 10 random people .
1. Ekyn
2. Fiqqy
3. Fazli

4. Faris

5. Marlia

6. Emily
7. Taufiq
8. Izz
9. Fariq
10 . Rema

16. Who is no. 2 having relationship with?
; Me . Hahah .

17. Is no. 3 a male or female?
; Male .

18. If no. 7 & no. 10 get together, would it be a good thing?
; Hahha , what i know , Taufiq is attached .

19. What is no. 1 studying about?
; Err , im not sure . ahah .

20. When was the last time you had a chat with them?
; Some of them , everyday .

21. Is no. 4 single?
; Nah .

22. Say something about no. 3.
; He's a very caring and crazy guy . My boy bestfriend . The bestest . I always share my problems with him . A really great guy .

23. What do you think about no. 3 & no. 5 being together?
; Both attached la . hah .

24. Descibe no. 9.
; My primary school junior , attached and very friendly .

25. What will you do if no. 6 & no. 7 fight?
; They dont even know each other ! HAHAH .

26. Do you like no. 8?
; My cuzzie :D

2009-05-11T20:40:00.005+08:00

Before i turn off my laptop , here's something i've got to say .

See this boy up here ? A few more hours and he's gonna turn 16 ! May Allah bless you with love and may all your wishes come true . 16 ey ? Can enjoy watching NC-16 movies already ! Hahah . Thanks for the advices you've shared . And thanks for always cheering me up when Im down . And oh , smile always ey boy ! (:

P.S : YOU DONT SUCK , YOU ROCK ! :DD

HAPPY SIXTEEN BIRTHDAY , HARUN :D

2009-05-09T20:09:00.002+08:00

I dont know why the hell you blew your top at me . What the fuck did i do man , seriously ? Yes i talked back to you ! Beacause if i never do , you might think im fucking okay with it ! Why am i always the one you scream and shout at ?! I fugging hate you !

Sigh . I need baby now . I need my girls .

)':

2009-05-08T20:45:00.006+08:00

boyf's kitten made a scar on my hand ):

* whatever still , i still love comel ;p

& i also love boyf (:

Science paper today was totally a rollercoaster for me . I ended my papers at 11 . Paper one was not that bad . But when it gets to paper two , my god .. I left 3 to 4 pages blank . My mind was totally blank . I really tried to think of what the answer is but sadly , i didnt manage to ): My babes ended early today and they went home first while i go over to boyf's crib .

Didn't do much there tho . Tried to watch Twilight . But sadly it ended up to be a mute movie . Hahhah . I mean like , there's nobody talking . But when it comes to the music , the sound is there . So we decided to watch Prison Break season 1 . Only managed to watch two episodes which covers up 2 hours of our time . Ended up both of us doze off . Around 4 , woke up and freshen up . Afew mintues later , boyf's mum came home . * My first time meeting his mummy . hahah * Super cute lor his mum . Then we continued watching teevee and left his crib at around 4.30 . Topup-ed my card and went back home taking 190 . Sat downstairs before i say goodbye to boyf . He told me to go back home but I said no for like many times . Hahah . I'll rather stay . But then he drag me to the lift and we said our goodbyes . Oh how i miss baby now ):

SADLY , im getting fever . Eh , not Swine Flu eh . MOE said that Singpore is not in the ORANGE level anymore . We're in the YELLOW level now . (: & Oh girls , I MISS YOU GUYS MANYMANY ! Hahah . I think i better go to bed now , eventhough its like 9 in the evening . I've been sleepy since i got back from boyf's crib . Aiyeyeyeyeyer . Byeeeeas (:

I miss my pagel warepire ;P

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Tag Replies :

*your pagel* :p : And yet , you did it again ! Mess up my hair somemore ! Ptff . ily pagel ! (:

eran . : yepyep , i linked you already .

Natashaaaa : Aww (:

ekyn : Alah biase lor , ahahha . Kau tengah penat mah . And hell yeah , everything terkeluar eh girlgirl . xD

2009-05-06T20:54:00.008+08:00

BOY OH BOY :P

Hello readers (:

So basically these past two days , I had my mid year exams . Monday was English . It was a very good paper for me . Its not that hard nor easy . On Tuesday , i had MT . Oh , dont ask me about it . Hahah . My malay classmates and I can still talk during our LC . Hahahah , very kecohrable .

And today , we had one day off from our papers . Met Ekyn at Keat Hong . Then we headed to Fajar Mc Donalds for breakfast . Met Marlia then we headed to school while it was still raining . Luckily I brought along my pinky umbrella . Hahah . Met Deela and we went to the canteen and rest before we go our seperate ways and study . Then headed to our own classes . Had temperature checking and then we pledged . After that , my classmates and I headed to the computer lab . Cher told me that today was the day we have to hand up our courseworks , and Marlia and I had done our coursework so , we surf the web . Entering Friendster , Facebook , Tagged , Alamak Chat , Youtube etc .. MT was boring . Fazly , Kiki and Naga didnt came to school . Hmph . Thank god Faris and Ace came . If not i'll die to boredom . Took a nap before the lesson ends . Then we headed to recess ! Didnt ate cause i was still full . And blablabla , last lesson was Maths . Mr Ho was very paitent today . Its like not him . And he didnt scold anyone in class today . Phew . Hahah .

After school , met up with *insertnamehere* and headed to his crib . Comel was veeeeeeeeery active ! I think shes happy seeing me there . LOL . Watched hindustan , very the kekek . He switched on Kal Ho Na Ho , which he knows that i can cry watching that movie . Ptff , degil lor him . I told him to switch on Twlight , but he switched Hindustan . Lerrhai , what to do , endure lor . Hahah . Then an hour later , his sister came home with her boyfriend . Talked and smiled , then we continued watching hindustan . He disturbed me alot while I was really concentrating watching Kal Ho Na Ho . Ptff , evil evil you ! At around 4.50 pm , we went out from his crib . Then at 6pm , said goodbye to him as i went in my house while he went to meet his friends to study for tomorrow's paper .

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pagel oh pagel :P

2009-05-03T20:50:00.012+08:00

I Love My Girls ! :D

Just a summary for what had happened today .

Met Ekyn at Lot One . Ate my breakfast and we went to Yew Tee to fetch Deela . Headed to Woodlands Civic library and studied ! There were loads of people studying . Then while taking a break , we camwhored using my laptop's webcam . Pictures are below .

Then we headed to Causeway and ate Mc Donalds . Loads of stuff happened there . Hahah . After eating , we went to Jurong East and headed to Creative Warehouse . The videos down there is due to our way there . Then we headed to IMM , met Ekyn's mum and walked around . Bought drinks and headed to the rooftop garden to rest and slack for awhile . Then we headed home at around 7pm . (:

Some pictures i've took using my webcam while we were having a break from studying . Enjoy ! :D
Click to enlarge , to view it better :D

And here's 4 videos i've took while we were on our way to the Creative Warehouse . It was a fun and tired experience . And dont bother about our faces . You should know that we are very f tired . And no offence to what we've said in the videos . Our mouths , our problem (:

I need to sleep now . MYE'S TMR ! SHIAT .

2009-04-28T21:20:00.002+08:00

FUCKSHITZXZXX !

Today is NOT a good day . But thanks to my greatest , i feel abit better .

Woke up , feeling weak . Still , i dragged myself to the bathroom and went to school . While uncle was driving me to school , i find it hard to breathe . Reached school , sat down without knowing whats around me . Then went up to the hall for morning assembly . Thank god i manage to pull myself together , if not ..

Then during P.E lesson , we had to run 2.4km . I acted like as if i was okay . Then ran , but halfway , Yaya was talking to me but i didnt reply her . I was gasping for air , i couldnt talk . I was weak , very weak . Then Enna came and asked the same thing Yaya was saying . Her words echoed my mind then i fell , sat , gasping for air . The Eza came along , helping me out . She was the one who was with me all the way . Walked slowly back to school , drank lots of water , and i nearly fainted again . Ayeen came and fan-ed me . Hakim came , asking if i was okay and all . I didnt reply anybody's questions . I just took my bag , and walk back to class .

It was Mr Ho's period , Maths . I asked for his permission to go to the toilet . And i puke . Ptff . Drank lots and lots of water and went back to class . I didnt pay attention to today's lessons . All i did was day dream , gasping . Recess time , ate . Then all lessons after recess , i went in and out from class . I dont even know why . When i came back in for the last time , Apek asked me why was I walking in and out from class , doing nothing . Hah , weird .

After school , went to Fajar Mc Donalds to eat and study at the same time . Thank god my friends were there to make me smile . Headed back home around 6.30pm .

Thanks Fiza , for guiding me back to school and for carrying me .
Thanks Yaya&Enna for being there .
Thanks Ayeen , for fan-ing me .
Thanks Hakim , im fine . Dont worry .
Thanks Fiqqy , but i still dont want to go to the docs .
THANKS GREATEST , I LOVE YOU GUYS MANY MANY !
And to the rest who asked me wether im fine , I'll be fine , dont worry .

I never heard from you since 8am this morning . If you no longer want to talk to me , tell me .

2009-04-25T22:42:00.005+08:00

Whacked !

Today was fuuuuuuuuun , and enjoyable i must say . So many things happened today . Hahah . So now , lets recap ! (:

So met Alyff at one , and took the train to travel to Suntec . Then we headed to the cinema . He treated me and we watched 17 Again ! It was a totally good movie , FANTASTIC i must say . Hahah . It was a funny plus a sad story too . I loved the last part , it was such a sad and touching ending . After the movie ends , we went to Popular as he wanted to buy something . And guess what ? He really likes touching my hair . Ptff . I know lah its smooth and silky , you jealous kan ? (Hahah , irritating eh you ? Tahu pun . Hheheheh .) After paying , we went into Adidas store cause he wanted to see the Liverpool jersey . Guess what ? It's $99 . My god . After checking the jersey out , we headed to Starbucks Coffee to do my coursework .

He treated me , again . Hah . Got our drinks and we went outside as I started doing my bloody coursework . It's really troublesome you know ? Hahah . Eventhough business is fun , lol . While I do my coursework , he managed to doze off for awhile . Hahah . *Bagos lah tu* Then his friend called . They wanted to watch M18 movie and he thought of me tagging along but sadly , i'm NOT 18 . Boohoo . Hahah . So we headed back to the MRT and we went our seperate ways . Sadly , i didnt took a picture with him . I forgot ):

So while im in the Mrt on the way home , i looked at my watch . It was still way too early to go home . Asked Ekyn and Natty to go out , but sadly they cant . So i messaged Deela asking if she could go out , and then she managed to (:

So i met her under her voideck and we went to Yew Tee's new mall and ate at Long John Silvers . Chatted , ate and did our craps . After eating , we went into Watson , Fairprice , Unity and Guardian . I finally got my muscle cramp ointment , then bought it and i called it a day . Took the bus 307 and headed home .

What a day ey ? Hahah . Currently chatting with Fiqqy and Emily . Im fcuking bored now . I think i should end this now and start rubbing that ointment to my right leg . Heh , Goodnights !

Pictures that i took with Deela darling today :

I miss you alreaady ):

2009-04-24T23:08:00.004+08:00

Speech Day .

Phew , what a Speech Day !

Lets just talk about Speech Day today yeah ? I'm lazy to elaborate about what happened before that . Teehee . So basically , my mates and I went to Speech Day . And finally bestfriend(Faris) came ! Deela & Ekyn was in the parade and guess what ? They were awesome ! Their belok and everything ! And thank god nobody fainted(:

After the parade , there it goes .. Mdm Heng's loong and boring speech . Fazli , Faris , Marlia and I doze off . When we heard lots of people clapping their hands , then we woke up . Hahah . And when it was the award winners turn , we were crapping around . Especially Taufiq & Eddie . They were laughing their asses off ! Mrs Soon was sooo hot lor . And MR LIM TOO ! Hahah . We stood up and clap for them . We were so proud of them . And when it came to choir , Faris made the same thing that they did . It was soo funny ! (:

When the Speech Day was drawing to the end , Faris had some difficulties breathing . So as a good bestfriend , i *kipas for him . His face was pale and his eyes were red . I could sense that he's trying his best to breathe . I signal his girlfriend and asked her for help . Thank god he was okay tho . But still , he didnt listen to my advice . Still smoke infront of me somemore . Hmph . Take good care of yourself can ? If not i crack the other side of your ribcage . Nak ? Hahah .

Then headed back home with my darling girlfriends . They looked so tired by then . Hahah . Headed to Lot One and bought Milo Iceblended . OOOHH , BRAINFREEZE . Too cooling . Hahah . So here are some pictures taken today . Enjoy the pictures !! :D

First photo ; Its blur thanks to FARIS . kpo want to take picture .

Second photo ; Taufiq step cute while Eddie muke nak kene smack . Hahah .

Thrid photo ; Bestfriend is tired to smile .

Fourth photo ; And finally , he did . Hahah , so not the generous smile .

Fifth photo ; Pout bestfriend , pout ! :P

Hastala Vista readers (:

Tomorrow .. :D

2009-04-20T08:53:00.005+08:00

Tag replies ONLY .

alin : hahah , and alot of people believed that im not a bookworm , ptff ! I am !
deela : yes i did lor . muahahahahah !
Vny : Hey i checked it out already , and i did . Thanks for the link ! :D
yi jing : I am not sexy oookay . lols .
Emilyy : Oh i miss you too .
----- : Hahah , really ehh ? Ohh okays . Hahah . (:

Gaaaah , i miss yoou lah . Get well soon ):

2009-04-19T18:29:00.008+08:00

I've just finished webcam-ing since 3.40 pm . Phew what a day . I'm really glad that we are bonding :D

But sadly i miss you , eventhough we just chatted a few mintues ago . Hahah . Here is one webcam convo picture i printscreened . Well , he was the one who wants me to print screen our convo and put it up on my blog . Dont believe ? I'll prove it to ya !

Here's our conversation :

ALYFF ; [HMP][TDT] :
i nk photo ni :D
ALYFF ; [HMP][TDT] :
yg webcam ni
ALYFF ; [HMP][TDT] :
mcm mane ehk ?
H_E-L_E-N_A :
print screeen
H_E-L_E-N_A :
then go paint
H_E-L_E-N_A :
then save (:
ALYFF ; [HMP][TDT] :
i tak tahu
ALYFF ; [HMP][TDT] :
H_E-L_E-N_A
u anuh then sent me :D
ALYFF ; [HMP][TDT] :
kasi i posing lawa2 :D
H_E-L_E-N_A :
want to do what face ?
ALYFF ; [HMP][TDT] :
i anuh then u save :D
H_E-L_E-N_A :
hahahah okay

And guess what ? MUM BOUGHT ECLIPSE AND BREAKING DAWN FOR MEEE !!
YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY YAY

Too much yay-ing ? Okay thens (: I've got to go now , gotta get ready for school tomorrow and read ECLIPSE :D

P.S : I MISS YOUU :D

2009-04-17T23:54:00.005+08:00

Today was fineeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee (:

Morning assembly , i managed to get to the last chapter in New Moon . Yay yay . So had the same old boring lessons . During Science , Fazly had nothing better to do , so he did this , using my phone . Check it out ! (see below)

Hahah , cute right ? lols .

Girl Guides was VERY boring . But with Natty , Noonoo & Rema , it was enjoyable . Rema and I did alot of craps and we drew alot . Rema and Noonoo wrote some stuff down in my school diary & it was very very sweet (: aku sayang korang many many . Then while waiting for Ekyn & Deela to finish their training for Speech Day , somebody called . Made my day . And talked nonsence .

So basically , i dont really say much today . And tomorrow's plan is cancelled ): Boohoo .

If i said i miss you , would you say the same too ?

2009-04-12T17:52:00.002+08:00

"Time heals all wounds for your kind . " ; Edward Cullen , New Moon .

Firstly , I'm not that evil to do such a thing to my bestfriend's tagboard . Secondly , I've never online during midnight (well , it was tagged at 12.11 am) . You spammers have no life , such cowards . Don't even have the guts to use your own REAL name .

Okay , enough of that . Sheesh .

I've been sick for the past 2 days . I wasn't feeling well on Friday night . And when I woke up on Saturday morning , my head was spinning . Guess what ? I've got migrane and i vomited like three times . It was the most worst vomiting experience in my entire life . End up I woke up at 2 pm . Woa , I beat Deela's record . Hahah . I checked my phone and I found out that Deela missed called me . So I called her back . She was asking what I was doing , and she asked me out . At first I told her I was sick , trying to gain back my energy . But after talking to her for awhile , I kinda missed her so I texted my mom asking her permission to go out . Then I told Deela and I went off to the toilet and bathe .

Around 3pm , I finally reached Lot One and met Deela , Atin and Noonoo . Walked around Lot One and then we decided to eat at KFC . Then yada yada yada , Atin and Deela went home . So Noonoo and I went to the Arcade to explore . Some games were cool , but some aren't . Like the tambourine game the little girls played . Hahah . Super waste of money . *No offence to people who played that game . What we saw really made us wonder . Pasal cards pon mak nyer anak tu kecoh . Waduh waduh waduh . Hahahha .

Then we met my mom and brother at library . I told mum I wanted to buy New Moon , cause I'm supposed to read New Moon before Eclipse . So we headed down to Popular and guess what ? I bought Twilight and New Moon . Well , my mum can't resist books . Hahah . Then Noonoo went home and I went for dinner at Aliff .

New Moon is awesome . I must not say anything about the book . You guys should just wait for the movie , loan the book or buy the book . Hahah . I'm really having fun reading it ! Im currently on page 252 , Chapter 11 . Fast reader ? Hah , you guys don't really know me that well !

P.S : I'm a bookworm , but you guys just wont believe me . teehee .

2009-04-08T22:00:00.002+08:00

Erm , a short random post today . I'll just update you guys yeah ? So back with another skin . This was used before , but I think i rather stick with this one first . I'm currently very sleepy . I don't know whether i should wake up at 2.45am later to watch footie . I hope LIVERPOOL beats CHELSEA ! Hahah .

Alrightey , I think i better iron my school shirt , text my uncle then text whoever and go to sleep as fast as i can . I don't want to wake up late again . Oh wait ! There's assembly tomorrow . Shit . Now this is what i call boredom . Thank god we don't have school this Friday ! :D

You've changed , why ? You've become more arrogant . Ptff . You bloody changed man .

2009-04-06T21:02:00.002+08:00

Eh to you . Please eh , stop all this hate and bullshits . What the fuck is wrong with you ? If you're not happy with something else , don't have to put all your anger to me okay bitch ? Dah use name orang nak keluar dengan matae ! FUCK YOU !

2009-04-04T10:05:00.007+08:00

(oh , look at that hair ): )

*This was taken last year before New Year .

A very weird week i must say . So lets recap what I've done yesterday .
After school , went back home straight . I didnt attend the UG camp cause mum didnt allow me to . Bathed , then i had to cook my own lunch myself , cause there was nothing at home . Ate , then use the computer for awhile . * Computer's down now . I dont know why the hell its not responding . Ptff . * Then i took a nap till 6.30 . Iron my school uniform and got ready for parent teacher meeting .

While waiting for our (mum bro and i) turn , I went outside . And he saw me . He came to me and talked . We talked like nothing's happened . We were talking like really close friends , hanging out , talking nonsence . And how dare he told my mum that i love to complain . Ptff . You ass . Hahah . But when we were talking with each other , i started to feel nervous . I dont know why and I dont know how . But I acted like as if nothing's wrong . And finally , i got to see a very happy guy . I'm glad that he's happy . I wished life wouldnt be as hard like this . Sigh .. So when we got my report book , i wasnt that surprised . Man , i really have to buck up with my studies . I can do it , its just that im indeed lazy to revise . Thats one turn off for me . I really hate my lazy attitude . Mrs Soon said I must push myself to get better results . So we'll see my results during Mid Year . I hope i can clear all the U's in my report card . Hopefully ..

So we went home , i went online . Talked to Atin , Noonoo and Natty . Gah , i should have print screen-ed the conversation with Atin & Noonoo . It was indeed funny . I told them i miss somebody who was around 20-21 years old , having a long-distance realtionship with me *its a joke , so dont take this seriously * . Hahah . They typed out Johan , Johari , Jesperado all nonsence . Then they asked me how many letters were in his name . So i told 14 . And finally , they got it right . It was ...

JESSE MCCARTNEY !

Then it was like around 12 midnight , i went offline . Went in my room , looking at what sis was doing . She was multi-tasking . Talking on the phone while watching Gossip Girl in her laptop . So i took her laptop away and watched Gossip Girl . Feeling so restless already , I only managed to watch until episode nine . When I checked my phone , it was around 4am . Woa , so much concentration watching Gossip Girl i must say . Texted some people asking wether they were still awake , but i end up with silence . So i guess they were all sleeping already . So i went to my LALA Land . This time , my dream is very very weird . I dont want to type it out here .

Now here i am , awake . Its 10.33 am . I've yet to bathe . Hahah . I'm going out with my sis later on . Tanglin Mall i think . So yeah . Goodbye people ! I want to continue watching Gossip Girl . Im so loving Dan ! Hahha . Bye .

* Natty , be strong . Remember Im always here to help you . I'm always gonna be your listening ear . Take good care of yourself okay . I love you !

* I'm glad that i finally see you smiling . Im happy to see you so cheerful . Life has to go on right ? Thanks for the memories .

I dont wanna hurt you , i dont wanna make you sway ..

2009-04-02T21:49:00.003+08:00

Okay , just some updates before i go to bed .

After school , went to Lot One with my darlings to watch " The Unborn " . I can say that it was quite scary . Too many suspense i must say . All of us were shouting our asses off when the suspense song suddenly burst into the speakers ! Hahah . It was fun watching horror movies with them . Can see their expressions . I must say Natty was the most afraid one . Hahah . I was glad that we weren't the only one who watched it . There was the whole row of Chinese students at the back . And when the suspense came out and we shouted our asses off , they were the ones who laughed at us . Very very funny . Hahha . And there was this lady who were sitting behind us who was very very irritating . She was like snoring the whole movie , but when we turned around to see what she was doing , she was watching the show ! I guess her mind was somewhere else . Lol .

And erm , i know the song in my blog is way way old , But i like this version better (:
And if you notice something , dont bother asking okay . Thank you .
Goodnight .

2009-03-31T21:27:00.003+08:00

I want to clear this out from my head , and out of my mind .

Why the hell is wrong with us ? Why aren't we talking like before ? Why aren't we messaging like before ? And when we talk , you would only reply with " yah , i know " , " bye " . We don't hang out like we used to . What happened to the calls you would always do ? In school , we are like avoiding each other . If we would see each other we would like smile , and walk off . Are you doing things behind my back again ? Sigh . I find it very hard to study nowadays , thanks to this . Nizar said that I'm always with my long face when he sees me . Yeah , i might be laughing my ass off with my friends , but you dont know what im facing . I'm thinking twice very hard here .

Sorry , I'm down nowadays . ):
And oh Natty , cheer up . You know I'm always here for you . I love you .

I know you'll ask me to hold on , and carry on like nothing's wrong .
But there is no more time for lies , cause I see sunset in your eyes ...

2009-03-30T20:08:00.004+08:00

Can I say that today wasn't a good day for me ?

Firstly , mum and dad are starting their war again . Secondly , Mr Ho is giving shit to us who are sitting behind . Thirdly , you and I are like #$!@#$!@ , i cant describe what I'm feeling . And fourth-ly , YOU DON'T HAVE TO THROW MY BAG AND MY WALLET LIKE THAT OKAY SISTER ?

My mind is spinning three hundred and sixty degrees like the earth turns around , spinning non-stop . Should I stay , or should I go ? Where's the chemistry we had ? Its like we've been blocked by a wall . When we meet each other , we seldom talk . We don't hang out like we used to . Whats wrong ? Is it my fault ? Or is it yours ? Are you faithful ? Are you sincere and are you honest ? Are you still doing the things you promised me that you wont do it anymore ? Our third monthsary is drawing nearer , but I don't feel the same you see . I've waited for you for six long months , and yes , I've got you now . But i didn't thought it would be like this . I need to know the truth MUHAMMAD HAKIM .

2009-03-26T21:55:00.004+08:00

I woke mum up at 2am today . I couldnt stand my stomach . The pain was unbearable . She pulled me to the kitchen , while i sat and wait . I couldnt stand it anymore , i cried . Then mum asked me to eat panadol . I had to eat , sadly . To stop the pain . Then went back to bed , with mum hugging and kissing me . I missed that . Then cried myself to sleep .

So i went to school as pernormal , bearing the pain . Alot ask , are you okay ? How are you and all . I just said , im okay , but im still sick . Had morning assembly , went to computer lab after that . Damn , i was shivering like shit . Faris and I were cracking up in computer lab , shutting off the computer before Mr Soh controlled it . Super hillarious . Then yadayada , had English and Maths . During maths lesson , mum messaged , asking how i feel . I told her i feel worse , getting sicker . Ended up she got changed and took me from school .

Deela didnt make it for recess , due to her F&N . So im left with Ekyn . Saw boyf so went down together . Ekyn ate laksa . She said it was sweet . I've never taste laska which is sweet . Hhah . Pity her tho . Then when recess was over , mum called asking me to go to the office . I was escort by Ekyn and boyf to the office , while my mum was walking to the office . Wrote down my name on the leave form and went home by taxi . Changed , then went to the doctor . I waited for the doctor for 45 minutes . Lots of people were waiting for the doctor too . I was shivering like mad , holding my stomach . After my number was called , i went in . Ooh , her name was DR Helena Wong . I told her i got fever on and off , and very painful stomach cramps which was unbearable . Then , the doc asked me to lie down on the bed . She pressed my stomach slowly , asking me whether there's any pain . There were 3 parts where i felt the pain . She told me i wasnt having any fever in the time being , but i might be getting stomach flu . Then i waited for my medicine .

Took my medicine and went home . Ate , then sleep till 5.00 pm . Then showered . Until then , im here , using the computer . I did manage to msn with Nizar , Aniq , Deela and my cousin . Ohh , not fogetting Natty baby which i miss the most . We managed to webcam-ed for awhile . I secretly took some snaps . Hahah , she's gonna kill me if she finds this out . LOL .

Here are the pics .. (:

And check out her pm (:

I really miss my girls now . Sorry if i dont really spend my time with you guys this week . You guys should know why . I love you girls so badly . Thanks for always being on my side and thanks for your understanding . I seriously love you guys fucking much .

2009-03-24T21:42:00.003+08:00

Currently chatting with my crazy cousin , that is Maryam . Hahah . Was kinda bored actually , that's why i chatted with her . We were very bored and i thought of something . I thought of video calling each other , cause she had a webcam . So we did .

God , there were so many things i did while she watch . Like drinking Anelene , eating hotdogs with mayo , jumping over my couch (oops) . And there were parts when it hangs , and poof , our faces also paused . I somehow looked like a boy . A scene boy ? lol . Right Maryam ??

So erm , here is the picture i print screen-ed .

(erm , she was actually holding ALEX EVANS while i was holding onto jesse mccartney , hahah . )

And check out her pm ! (:

I MISS MY GIRLS ):

2009-03-22T21:41:00.002+08:00

Holiday's over , sigh .

No more waking up late , no more late night sleep , no more of going out that often . I just wished that this March holidays were for the whole March . I've yet to pack my school bag . I'm indeed lazy ! Hmph . But for sure , first day of school .. They will ask where we have gone to , check our attire , maybe principal's bloody long speech again . I just wished i can get out from secondary school now , and i rather be in ITE now . Haha . It's gonna be mum's turn to enjoy her one week break .

I guess a short post for the day wont be bad right ? Im just plain lazy to type what i've been doing this holiday . Teehee , tra (:

Somebody's changing .. and i dont feel the same .. and i dont feel right .

2009-03-21T12:43:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was a blast . Outing with my girlfriends was a total yay yay . Words cannot describe yesterday . Hahah . The pictures are at Ekyn's blog . You can see how much fun we had . With Deela's & Ekyn's crazyness , it was a whacked day out !

I only got a chance to say this , cause i've gotta go . Some pictures took with my digi cam ! Teehee .

(i only said some (: )

2009-03-18T14:39:00.002+08:00

i hate you i hate you i fucking hate you

2009-03-16T20:36:00.002+08:00

Im currently using my sis's lappy . No fair no fair . Tsk tsk tsk . Lets recap about today ! (:

So woke up at 8am , bathed and got ready for maths remedial . Was a little bit late , but thanked god Syukri waited for me at Bangkit . So once reached Bangkit , walked as fast as we could and reached to our class . And luckily , Mr Ho didnt mind us . So studied until 10.20 . After remedial , we ( a whole bunch of us ) went to Fajar Mac and ate . I was sooo happy that i managed to eat the breakfast one . (lol)

After eating for a few rounds(haha) , Faris , Syukri , Noonoo and I went to " round table " and lepak-ed . At 11.30 , i went off to meet my girls . Then , we headed to Lot One cause Deela wanted to cut her hair . After cutting her hair , we said goodbye to Ekyn as she went home . So Deela and I decide to walk around Loddy . I found many things that im craving . Damn , i need money . Haha . Deela was soo hungry , she thought of eating at Mac's . But sadly , Loddy's Mac was packed . End up we headed to Yew Tee's Mac .

We were there from 1.20pm till 3pm i shall say . Saw Hady(primary school bestfriend) ! And Nadya (junior from primary school) . Then Cik Liah called , so we headed to the new shopping mall at Yew Tee . Damn it was big ! Hahah . I was like so "jakun" . Hahha . We went in and out of the Fairprice like 3-4 times ? Right Deela ? Hahha . I love you seh ! (:

At 5pm , said goodbye and went to meet mum . Librari-ed and went to cousin's house . I was insane playing Halo and Midtown Madness at Xbox . Hahah . I've got to go now . I wanna shower ! Its 9.07pm . Tra readers !

P.S : Deela , how's your memorick ? LOL !

2009-03-14T13:51:00.004+08:00

Another month with you . This month has been like a rollercoaster for us . But we managed to finish the ride together . You should know how I am right baby ? You know i trust you . And I hope you'll hold on to what you've said . Thanks for being there when i needed you the most . Thanks for making me smile while im down . Thanks for the company when im alone . I'll always love you Muhammad Hakim .

Happy birthday little one . 10 years old yeah bro ? Behave please , you're growing up . And try not to be oh so sensitive anymore . You're all grown up ! Gain more wait , you're getting skinny . Hahah ! :D

Im down with headache and a very bad throat . And currently , my girls are having fun at Sentosa , without me there . Thanks to momma who doesn't let me go . Oh well , time to go to bed and rot ! (again..)

2009-03-13T12:06:00.003+08:00

Firstly , tag replies !!

Alin ; Hahah , thanks ! :D And oh , insyallah .

ANDNA! ; Hahah , SUKE LAAH :D Ler , lain kali tegor ke , call ke , message ke . Hahah :D

So currently , im at the school's computer lab . Just finished my CPA pratical work . Yippeay-ness . But not really a yippeay for me . Cause .. ITS THE LAST DAY OF SCHOOL ! Damn , why must it be so soon ? ):

Girlfriends are gonna be busy attending extra lessons , baby's gonna be off to Batam or Pulau Ubin , Rugby mateys are gonna be with baby . And im all alone . HAIYAAAAAAAH . Aku bored lah dudok kat rumah . Bored , bored , bored !

BOYFRIEND , ONE MORE DAY :D

2009-03-12T08:08:00.002+08:00

Tag replies only .

Emily ; thanks .

Ayeen ; Oh tu bukan saya punya , itu Rema's .

ANDNA! ; hahah , memang tak sabar (:

2 more days love (:

2009-03-10T21:19:00.004+08:00

Mugging with boyfriend after school was fun . Mugged from 4.00 to 6.30 . It was tiring . And for sure , im gonna fail my Maths . It was bloody difficult , thanks to Mr Ho who set the paper . Fail ? Whatever . Even my classmates doesnt give a shit about this paper .

I miss my girlfriends very very much . And i'm oh not so sure about this Saturday's outing to Sentosa . I think i need to celebrate my brother's birthday . Only-Girls Day Out one day please girls ? (:

4 more days baby(:

2009-03-08T19:28:00.003+08:00

P.S : Ignore the imeem box . Complicated so , i just leave it like that . Hahah .

Camp was , okay . Here are some pictures (not all) ! :B

Damn , tomorrow's school day . I'm super lazy and tired ! My body is aching . My throat is sore .
I miss my boyfriend . I miss my girls . I miss my juniors . I miss my abangs . Before i end this post , lets check this picture out .

People pose like this nowadays .
( no offence eh to who terase . )

P.S : the fight is over , enough of it yeah love ?
just remember , whatever happens , i'll always love you boy .
I hope whatever you've swear will always remain that way , please .
I'm gonna hug you tight tomorrow ! (:

2009-03-06T08:54:00.000+08:00

Im gonna be hiatus , from today onwards until sunday . Im not sure wether i wanna blog after that . We'll see about it . I had enough of arguements .

I HAD ENOUGH .

2009-03-04T11:38:00.004+08:00

Time : 11.59 am

Who am i to you seriously ? A friend ? A toy which you can throw just like that ? Dont you know how i feel about this ? Fuck you man , FUCK YOU . I cant believe you would do such a thing . Im not a shirt which you can buy and throw if you dont fit in it anymore . Dont think im a person who is sooooooo stupid who just give love to anybody , AND I MEAN ANYBODY .

Delete all the girls in your phone book ? I'LL NEVER KNOW IF YOU REMEMBERED THEIR NUMBER ! AND WHATS WITH THE OTHER GIRL ? SO KIREKAN YOU MET HER AND FETCH HER AH ? SAY I LOVE YOU ALL SHIT . DONT TELL ME YOURE HAVING SOMEBODY BEHIND MY BACK !

WHY THE HELL IN THE WORLD THIS BLOODY THING HAPPENED ?

SO MUCH FOR LOVING AND TRUSTING YOU .

2009-03-03T19:42:00.003+08:00

Okay , cute right ? Hahaha . Thats me ! :D

Just finished talking to Deela on the phone . Jesse McCartney is not happy with you tau ! Lols . He give up on you already . Cool eh Deela , he replies you by songs . Lolers . Tsk tsk tsk , he said he's leaving , but you dont give a shit . Pity him ya know ? Hahah . Wait , HES MINE ! (oops , later boyfriend marah ! hahah )

Sorry , im just lazy to update my blog nowadays , i know its getting dusty day by day . Oh , i wont be at home from friday to sunday afternoon . Jyeahs , im off to camp , which currently is in a rush to prepare . Dontcha know that us , (the seniors) dont know a single thing ? And we were damn shock when you guys said its on this Friday . So what ? Flunk our next week's papers ? You can postpone , but sigh . Whatever . But i dont think its gonna be a good campfire this year . Ghost theme ? God .

I miss bullying my boyfriend ):
I want Scene hair ! ):
Hahah , toddles !

2009-02-28T12:48:00.004+08:00

Before i start anything , here are the tag replies :

to ekyn : Hahah , sorry lah . EKYN RAIHANAH ! LOLS .
to yi jing : yah yah , very good . hahahaha .
to nonoi : Alright , i will :D to scar : hah , thanksssss .
to emily : FOR WHAT JEALOUS . APE JEE . I saw your tag , i replied ! :B

So yesterday after girl guides , met baby . Called mum and told her that im on my way home , to take my money and go to lot one with boyf . But mum told him to wait with me and go to lot one together . So we did . I asked him to wait downstairs while i go up and change .

After azan , mum went down first to kacau him . Then all of us headed to lot one and ate mcdonalds , mummy's treat ! Mum told everything about me to him , how naughty i was when i was in kidergarten . She told him about me , misbehaving in class , bully people and how fast my hand is . She said that i like competition and i dont like being late . All he did was laugh with my mum and bro . Sigh , what an embarrasing day ! Then we headed back home , but i told mum i wanted to lepak downstairs for awhile with love . So she let me .

Talked about me being naughty again . Challenged playing Guitar Rock Tour . HE WON ! Dammit . Hahah , laughed here and there . Took some pictures and then we went our seperate ways at 10pm . Gah , i just love Hakim (:

( sleepy eyes :P )

I MISS MY BOYF .
I MISS MY GIRLFRS .
I MISS MY BOYFRS .
I MISS MY ABANGS .
:D

2009-02-23T12:08:00.002+08:00

TAGBOARD REPLIES :DDDD

enna : hahah , thanks . best tido ? :D
ekyn : tag back fcuker ? LOL . SINI MARI LAI . LOLERRS . xD
Yi Jing : Okay , thanks . (:

EKYN & DEELA , I MISSED ALOT OF FUN ON SATURDAY ! ):

Dont worry , there's still a next time kan girls ?

Love you both :D

GET WELL SOON DEARY ASYKIN RAIHANAH ! :D

2009-02-21T18:58:00.002+08:00

Im at Malaysia , currently . No , this isnt a joke yeah readers ? (:

My sister is currently highlighting her hair , while im surfing the web . Yeah , the saloon lets us use the computer . Do whatever you want with it ! Hahah . Ekyn , Deela & I were supposed to go out today . But due to the message that my mum send me , i backed out . Cause i didnt want anything to happened . Baby's at home , resting . Gah , if not he's here with me . Enjoying the day together . Mumma asked him to tag along , but he wasnt feeling so well , so he decided not to follow us .

Sorry , such a random post . I wanna play games at this computer in this saloon . And i cant wait for my sister's hair turns out !
:D

2009-02-19T20:56:00.001+08:00

GET WELL SOON BOYFRIEND ):
gaaaaah , i feel like going to your house and take gooood care of you !
grrr .

2009-02-15T16:10:00.006+08:00

" it wasnt a fairytale/dream afterall . "

Boyfriend , i dont ever wish to lose you .
Thank you so much for the cute bears which was attached to the fake roses .
Fake roses can keep for like ... forever kan ? *grins .
i loveeeeeeeeeee you :D

Can i just say i love yesterday like alot of times ? Here we go ! (lols . )
i love yesterday . i love yesterday . i love yesterday . i love yesterday . i love yesterday . i love yesterday . i love yesterday . i love yesterday . i love yesterday . i love yesterday . i love yesterday . i love yesterday .

exchanging gifts + snapping pictures + shopping (the guys actually) +
PASTAMAINA + PICNIC AT PADANG + finding Fazly's birthday gift + hang out at fullerton
=
AWESOMEEEEEE !!

I LOOOOOOOOOOVED YESTERDAY !! :D

Here's the bouquet that baby gave me ! :D

Toodles :D